Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Strange Sightings

that's right cue the X-files music

1. an old man mowing his lawn is fairly normal you may say but while watching him on his little riding lawn mower he appears to either be: a. drunk or b. asleep as he suddenly runs right into his house, sadly i missed the rest as i was driving by and had to avoid running into something myself.

2. an old women driving along (yup, i'm picking on the old folks) who also as it appears happens to be sleeping at the wheel as well. at least she's in a larger vehicle and may cause less damage to herself.....or not. anyways, when I crossed her path her head was tilted off to one side and her car was veering along with it.

3. have you ever watched people in a large parking lot, say, at a grocery store or mall? i always find this very entertaining. anyways, while observing pps i happend to notice a middle age lady putting away her groceries as any normal person would, only to glance again and realize that it was a man

4. encountered a middle aged man (probably between 50-55 will say) who had a fro. that's right a mofo fro. his head of hair was massive and would put any africian american to shame. i wanted to laugh but i couldn't so i kinda bit my lip and i think he knew that i was muffling a laughing fit at his hair. it was kinda like molely mole from austin powers but worse. anyways, his hair tramatized me, seriousily, it was this wild mass of curly gray hair.....oh the trauma!! i will probably need therapy thanks to him.

5. witnessed a squirrel attack/chase a cat. squirrel was actually bigger than cat so i'm betting that he won (did not stay for the final round)

6. saw a mamma geece and her little family walking along the road, i'm sure someone probably came along and clipped one of them as the cute little bastards would not get off the road.

7. wanted to go back and pick up little duckling as they were so cute and fluffy and yellow and I wanted to keep it for myself as a pet

8. on connell road today a man had his car up on the sidewalk near the golf course with his flashers on not sure if he was broke down, in an accident or what but he was just sitting there as casual as anything with his music and sunglasses on..........very odd

9. it is ACTUALLY warm outside, and the sun is out!!! omg

10. was hanging out my laundry tonight and a huge flying ant flew right down my shirt, i screamed and ripped my shirt off, trying to find this grose disgusting thing that is fluttering around inside my shirt (ekkkkkkk!), I end up flinging it off of me as it was clinging to my tank top (had a zip up hoodie on), proceeded to scream get it off, GET IT OFF!! finally kill the bug and turn around to see hubby rolling on the floor in the kitchen laughing his ass off. what a way to end the day.

Monday, May 30, 2005

i'm in utter AGONY

let the itching, scratching, sniffling, burning, watering eyes, and headaches begin.

yes my friends it's alergy season, oh what fun.

NOT

I have never, never been so miserable in my life. I take my daily dose of alergy medicine and it does not help. I was even so desperate today that I went and purchased Visine to help. nope, instead my eyes are burning even more so (could possibly be experiencing an alergic reaction, but hopefully i'm wrong) and to top off the day i have an extreme sinus headache.

oh what a wonderful monday. ha ha who the hell am i kidding.

on the work side of things. we have a practicum student that started today......she so hates me already as i got the job that she wanted (he he he) and i can feel the hate omitting from her. and you know how you get those first impressions that are usually right well, i just feel that she's trouble and i can't quite put my finger on it but mabye i'm wrong......(will keep you posted).

~sigh~

time for some t.v therapy ie. Entertainment Tonight and Canadian Idol

Sunday, May 29, 2005

no more TV

yup i'm a t.v addict, hey at least i admit it.

may i ask where did all the good t.v shows go?? where's desperate housewives, amazing race, lost, american idol, the O.C, CSI, medium.......

i'm completely lost. every good show that i watch is wrapped up for the season and now i have nothing to watch and i'm terribly bored, already.

this shitty ass weather does not help. if it was at least nice outside i might possibly venture out and do other "outdoor" tings, but not now it's cold, dark, dreary and miserable. so i sit in side and rot and pace and sleep and pace some more.

oh soooooo bored

what to do, what to do..................

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Saturday Night

da da da dum de de da da da dum

be my baby...............................

just an old tune for my lonely self on a saturday night. i always used to so look forward to saturday's, going out, partying, havin a great time. now. nothing. all alone, feeling ill and my hubby has left me all alone. sob.

just kidding, i'm actually kinda grateful for the time alone. work has been so busy and crazy that i don't have time to think and unwind. so going to do that tonight. a little surfing on the net and some blogging and a nice hot, soothing bath. it's all about me tonight. yup, sounds like fun.......well mabye part of me would like to go out with the girls but i honestly could use the peace and quiet tonight.

besides that nothin else new. weather is still shity and cold. my allergies have been killing me and the black flies are out and wild once again.

i'm out

Friday, May 27, 2005

on my travels to work

On my way to and from work i encountered:

1 Baby moose
torrential rain & wind (well mabye not that extreme but pretty close)
100,000 pot holes (can't the government fix these?)
road rage
getting stuck behind not one, not two but THREE slow drivers!
more road rage
squeaky wipers
2 people who flipped me the bird as one of my front blinkers is burnt out, i just wave and smile.....he he he
sing along with a song on the radio
bitch at my car who i swear is possesed as my radio will come in and out and i was just in the middle of singing a fab tune......
bitch some more at piece of shit car......really need to get a new one but i'm poor
enjoy the vibrating sensation under my seat that my car recently started doing, it's actually rather pleasant
more bitching about car
almost run off of the road while watching something else.....can't remember what now
1 squirrel
more pot holes
some more rain
finally back home.....ahhh....and it's FRIDAY!!!

Monday, May 23, 2005

sad but true

so it's Monday, the end of a long weekend. and as i look back and wonder where it wen't too all i seem to recall doing the entire weekend is sleeping. i have never been this tired mentally. i have zero energy, zip, zilch, zadda.

saturday, slept til noon, jilly calls all excited as she has rented the Phantom of the Opera (we loved this as young tweens) and we watch it and cry, and it was just fab! i sooo have to buy it and watch over and over. after she left, back to bed i went for at least 1 hr. eventually crawl out as we have a big party planned for "m" at the camp. shower, get dressed, and wait. it's still early, sleepy again....not sure why. boys show up, eat and head over to the camp, i wait for jilly and "m" to pick me up, stick my nose back into my romance novel that i started reading and can't seem to put down. still waiting. finally jill and "m" show up and were off. my drink of choice this night was back to rum and coke. well, i got a little tipsy, and then a little more tipsy and pretty soon i'm damn close to passing out. at this time though everyone wants to go to the bar and i can hardly keep my damn eyes open, so want to go home and crash and laugh at the same time. can't stop tee heeing. hubby is giving me the evil eye, must have done something or said something. yippee were home and oh sweet darkness.............

sunday, awaken early actually but i'm soon crawling back into bed........ahhh sweet, comfy bed. spend pretty much entire day here - again. something has to be wrong with me. i cannot possibly be this lazy, can i?? finally snap out of it when mom calls to invite us to dinner. go in and spend a few hrs with the fam dam, only to get sleepy and more tired in there. came home around 7 slept 2 hrs, woke up for desperate housewives and back to bed.

monday, vow to self not to spend day in bed, up early, reading book only to crawl back in bed until noon. woke up again, did little bit of housework, and back in bed reading, then sleeping. slept the whole damn weekend away and i'm still somewhat tired? is this normal? mabye i am ill, i have had a headache all day but still, all weekend? this has to be a first for me. sigh.

so not looking forward to work this week, going to be super busy and stressfull as i have two land things closing this week. i'm still not getting the whole lingo thing yet. wish me luck :)

Friday, May 20, 2005

867-5309

anyone remember this song? dunno the rest of the words but those numbers just suddenly popped into my head while awaiting this page to open due to my ancient computer. this thing is soooooooooooooooo slow, not even funny. fer sure.

anyways, what's happened this week. not much.

weather - sucks
news - who cares?
t.v. - so exciting as many shows are having or have had their season finales. v.good tv this past week and next week should be good too.....although the week after that there will probably be nothing on tv. not good
music - favorite songs right now are Mariah Carey's "we belong together" (i know i hate to admit it, but i really like this song, and i so can't get it out of my head!), also really like Simple Plan's song "untitiled" and i know from previous posts i said i could not stand them and that's still in place but this song is just deep and haunting and i can't help but listen, hmm who else has a new track?? oh, right almost forgot the Black Eyed Peas! no no no no, don't funk with my heart! loves it so cool and fun, definete future hit
my mood - all week I feel like i'm walking around in a fog due to the shitty ass weather, and i'm bitchy,tired, whiny, depressed, etc, etc, etc

well can't think of anything else. i just finally realized that this is a long weekend and i have monday off (well i knew of it but it just didn't hit home, i've been in a FOG remember). anyways, party hard

Monday, May 16, 2005

the Zit

everytimg I experience PMS I break out in some form or other of zits, but my latest zit takes the cake. it's in my nose.

yup, you heard me right, in my nose.

it's right there on the underside tip of the inside of my nose. at first I thought it might have just been a hard booger that formed there over night but no I was sadly mistaken.

so as the day progress i cannot (typical me) stop picking at this zit, hence everytime pps looked at me it looked as if I was picking my nose. lovely. great impression to make on my new boss. not only is that bad enought but I think that other pps can see this whitish bump (i'm seriousily paranoid and have issues, i know) so i'm trying to best hide my nose as possible. i did lots of fake nose rubbing anytime someone caught me trying to pick at it, lot's of fake blowing of my nose, lot's of hand over mouth & nose while pondering something complicated and perplexing on the computer screen (this is mostly what I did all day).

so once i'm home i head straight for the bathroom to try to squeeze this stupid bugger of a zit and it's so hard to get at the inside of my nose that i cannot possibly squeeze it. mabye i'll try it at this angle, no, mabye now i'll umm.....nope....uh....ahh..........umm nope, and now i think it's swollen and even redder than before and my nose is really throbbing and i sort of resemble rudolph. great. now not only did i have a wee little white bump, i've got a bigger redder one to deal with.

god i hate PMS

Friday, May 13, 2005

Sing Along

to the tune of "I feel Pretty"

I feel fat
oh so fat
I feel fat, and bloated and fat
oh so fat,
sooooo faattttt

lots of humming here

la de da fat
oh so fat
fat ,
fat
FAT!

you know i don't think it helps that i'm premenstraul, do you??

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Steak & Potatoes

mmmmmmmmmmm

it's BBQ season!!! I love, LOVE BBQ steak and potatoes and it's just that time of year. Mom & Dad invited hubby and i in for supper last night for BBQ and just the smell of it when we pulled in had my mouth watering. so delish! yum yum. ate way to much and felt gulity the rest of the night but who really cares except me??

so my so called diet isn't going oh so well. Monday and Tuesday I did ok (heck I even walked on Tuesday) but the last two days have been well mmph. no energy and all i can do is think how damn fat my stomache is and i just can't get up and do anything about it. i need a personal trainer to get me motivated, but like i have that kinda money. sigh. just no hope or light at the end of the tunnel. i'm up for suggestions should anyone have any. i should probably join a gym again but I have been enjoying having that extra cash around......what to do, what to do.

well i lost my total train of thought all together and don't really have much else to talk about. tommorrow is friday and i have not one but two pay cheques to go into the bank. yippee! place from hell is finally paying me for my last week there and my new fantastic employer pays weekly! tee hee hee. so exciting! mabye i'll go shopping............or better yet pay off some bills.

happy friday pps

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Betcha wouldn't guess that

I have a NEW job. yup, i'm finally free of the call centre and it couldn't be better timing as i'm sure we would have been starting outbound calls again and i would have quit fer sure. so i am now a legal assistant. yup, into the "virtual unknown" for me. definete learning curve dead ahead but i am up for the challenge.

i'm 24 years old an i have serious acne problems not on my face but on my neck and back. so ewww and uck and i don't know what is causing it. mabye my new fab body lotion that smells like Mexico in a bottle? mabye i'm over doing it? could be, but i'm in major zit mode right now and I can't stop picking at them.

i finally broke down and purchased myself some crest whitestripes. so uber excited and I have almost a week in already and i think they are definetely whiter! can't wait for the end results, will keep you posted.

I had a serious crush on Constaine from American Idol and i'm really missing his prescence on the show. I know he was really into him self and he pouted and all but man did he ever turn me on.

i'm dying in anticipation for the Amazing Race finale on Tuesday night. Will Rob and Amber pull out a win on this as well or will Uchena and Joyce sneak in from behind to win. The wait is killing me.

i'm now on a mission to lose at least 10 pounds before full fledged summer hits (bathing suit season). no more french fries, no more eating out, none. i'm actually half considering becoming anexoric but i don't think I could go an hour let alone all day without eating. but i am going to make cut backs BIG TIME. feeling really fat and fugly lately and definetely need to change that. will keep you updated on progress good or bad.

wen't shopping with jilly and her mom and her sister in-law Erin on Saturday in the big city of Fredericton. was major fun and I got to purchase new fab shoes/sandals. loves it & could have bought several more pairs but i restrained myself. did really well i might add as i only bought my shoes and a mat for the house and a really cool decoration. mabye next time i will go all out on clothes.

i love sandal season but i hate how i have these certain pair of sandlas that make my feet sweat really, really bad and i know that other pps can smell them too. really embarassing.

i'm paranoid to pee at my new office as it is a smaller office and their is only the one bathroom that we all have to share and i hate the thought of other pps being able to hear me pee. the other day i finally had to cave as i just could not hold it any longer and honestly once i had done it i didn't really care (well part of me still does but everyone has to pee). just praying to the one above that i never, ever have to do number two. cause i would DIE.

I used to love Ty Pennington from Trading Spaces but now when I watch him on ABC with his new show (can't think of the name) I really cannot stand him. He is overly loud and out there and he's just not as cute or something. Does anyone else feel this way??

I recently located this birth mark on the back of my head right around my hair line, I honestly thought I had come down with some rare disease until my mom looked at it and was all like it's just a birth mark and don't scratch it. but now since she has said that it's always itchy and i can't stoop scratching it!

I think all that my weight that i have put on has gone to my boobs. they have never been this big ever (i'm a small B) but now they are definetely a bigger B. i want my smaller ones back. which is weird as everyone always wants bigger boobs but now i don't. strange.

and finally my secret wish to win the lottery is still in place so big guy up above pls do something for me soon -k-.

i'm out

Monday, May 02, 2005

funniest thing ever

just goes to show you that it does not take much to excite the foster clan (hubby and me), were just sitting around chillin watchin the good ol tube when my kitty cats decide that they want out. they are meowing and scratching at the door just itching to be outside. so i let them out and i think to myself i wonder where they go and what they do........hmmm how interesting would that be, when i spot something black moving in the corner of my vision in my driveway........wtf is that!!?? OH MY GOD THERE IS SOMETHING IN THE DRIVE WAY HONEY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT ISSSSSSS........ OMG THE CATS ARE CHASING IT!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT IT IS A PORCUPINE AND THEY ARE GOING TO GET NEEDLES IN THEM AND DIE!!! As I am yelling all this i'm running barefoot out the drive way calling here kitty kitty trying to get them away from this thing (which is huge by the way), meanwhile jynxy (my baby kitty who is none to bright) is running alongside this rodent like it's his long lost best friend. NO Jynxy NOOOOOOOOOOO! hubby runs past me in a blur to the rescue to make sure that i acutally did see it....ummm hello didn't you just hear me yelling???? "oh my god he says I can shoot it" and he gets all excited and runs back into the house. huh??? as i stand here in the cool May night i'm thinking to myself that these sort of things must only happen to myself. it is starting to get darker and darker and I can't see shit now & i'm cold and i lost site of the damn porcupine i head back to the house to get a coat & a flash light and i hear hubby tearin the house apart to get his big bad gun out and off he goes. luckily i was not there for the murder of this poor little bastard but I can't feel bad as my dogs fer sure would have tried to get this thing and try to kill it or eat it and thus they would just have ended up with needles in their faces or rabies. What is the purpose of porcupines in life anyways? they are the fugliest things ever and they cause rabies and only hurt things. i know, i know this is v. cruel and mean and I do apologize and i mean no offense to anyone but really he's better off gone and not causing me problems. (i.e garbage ripped to shreds this am, dogs getting hurt, cats getting hurt, stupid jynxy, stupid, stupid cat.....) so there ends the fate of one porcupine and one funny story (at least i'm laughing not sure if you are) for myself. Good night my friends, sleep tight.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

A day in the Marne

I live in a quaint little suberb (this is what I have been calling it) of Canterbury (just 5 minutes out) called Marne. What kind of name is that you may ask, good frickin question as I do not know myself. Anyways I am sitting her today home alone as hubby is away taking first aid training for work and i'm sitting her half playing on the computer but mostly I am watching (actually spying would be a better word) on my strange/bizarre neighbors.

Now the Marne probably has about 10-15 houses total in all but their is a cluster of houses (mine included) that sit on a stretch of road that joins and connects with another road and this is where all the action occurs. Most of the action streams from the Diddler house as they come and go quite frequently. But the funniest one that I like to watch is Donnie Woody who is actually an in-law to the diddlers. Donnie or as my hubby and i like to call him "the woodmiester" is an alcoholic and he is constantly on the go walking down the tracks or like today he is getting on and off of his bicycle just around amusing himself. This torments the hell out of my dogs and thus annoys and pisses me off, if only I could let them loose out of their electric fence zone......he he that would be a site to see him run! oh i'm evil.

Other traits of the Marne are the two white dogs down the road that roam and torment myself and my two dogs. These dogs chase cars, wheelers, deer etc. They piss and shit in my door yard and I know this is really cruel but if I could shoot a gun I would kill them. I HATE these mofo dogs. The wurst part is that I have not only called the dog catcher once but we have also contacted the home owner several times on this and yet they still run around pissing everyone else off. grrrrrrrr one of these days i am just gonna snap and run over them with my own damn car and be all like whoops guess you should keep your dogs at home like any other person would.

There are four wheelers and dirt bikes glaore, dogs barking, chickens clucking, owls hooting, etc etc etc. you can hear every frickin thing here. v annoying as i don't want everyone (espically the diddlers) knowing my business. Some days you can even hear things happening in Canterbury which isn't that far away but just shows how much sounds carry.

onto other things, i'm running our of steam on that topic. Today is my hubby's B-day, I am baking him supper and I even made a cake (for the first time) all I can say is thank god for betty crocker! cause there is no way in hell i could do it from scratch. not even sure if this will be good or not but it will do. His grandma would usually bake his cakes for him so it's sad to think that she is not here any more to do it.

so the weekend is almost over, a new week begins tommorrow let's hope it brings some better/brighter possibilities than last week.

Happy Birthday Baby ~ I love ya and 29 is a great number

Thursday, April 28, 2005

nadda

i honestly do not know what to write about here, i feel like i have lost my blogger zing or i'm just plain having writer's block. who knows, but i can't stand not having a recent post on here and i'm always up for a good vent or bitch fest. but i have nothing today i'm just here going thru all the motions of my day to day life. scary.

i have several topics that i would eventually like to write about ie. embarssing moments from my life and other's that i have witnesed or incountered but i'm just to damn lazy to write about it today. in fact i have been lazy now for over a week as my job is none productive therefore i am non-productive at home and with my personal life. sigh.

we are now able to read a magazine or book at work but we had to promise that when it gets busy again that we will put them away and focus on our work. what are we in kindergarden?? seriousily this is the weirdest/strangest place ever. anyways i am now all caught up on the celeb world as i have read several issues of In Touch, Star, People, Glamour and i am also a wiz at Search a Word puzzles i am even debating on entering some sort of contest or something i am that damn good. ha ha

ok, tired now spent way to much engery here. time to move on and catch up on other blogs & sites.

oh and before i forget, how the heck is Scott Savol still in AI? am i the only one that thinks this guy sucks???? pls tell me i am not alone.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

10 Things i did today

1)woke up this morning and decided that it was time to dig out my sandals as we have been having fab spring weather and it was just time. so i go to work with my sandals on felling v. spring like and happy only to encouter some rain showers and chilly conditions apon ariving to work. i then spent the rest of my day shivering and wimpering as i was freezing. guess i was wrong about it being sandal time (i will not, NOT put them away again though as i just plain refuse).

2)arrived for another eventful/productive day at work today only to sit on my ass for 8 hrs doing absoltely diddly squat, but hey if they want to pay me just to sit there and wait for the phone to ring....guess i should not really be complaining but it is extremely painful and boring.

3)received an email from "management" stating that it was inappropriate and un-profesional to be reading a magazine or book at our cubicles and that we should be "role-playing" or reading our "scripts" for the hundreth time.....guess i better put that book away now.........

4)proceeded to then play and doodle with the paint program on our computers..........needles to say that did not last very long as i have no artisctic talent what-so-ever. but it amused me for like an hour if that.

5) found out why eyelash girl does not have any eyelashes. she "opened" up to me and explained that she has some sort of nerve problem and when she is stressed out she will sit and pull them out without even knowing that she is doing it (v. creepy). and i was all like "no way" i soooo did not even notice that you didn't have any eye lashes.....(god i'm such a liar and an evil person, i'm so going to hell.........). but we bonded and it made for an intersting discussion again only lasting 30 min or so.

6)i work with a gay guy (no offense to anyone as i don't care if you are gay or not, all the power to you) who is very snobby and down right rude against other gays. he's very much a snob and thinks he is way better than everyone else. quite amuzing to listen to him ramble on and on and bitch at fellow workers that they are not reading the script properly, this is pretty much all i did this afternoon

7)ate out for lunch with the girls at work, tried a new place called Roasters?? don't ever eat there the chicken is horrible and it gave us all really bad gass and heart burn. all i could smell all afternoon was chicken.....so not right in fact i'm still suffering from the gas

8)talked with Big V (Veronica) a girl i work with & who happens to sit beside me and who really keeps me sane and working there for awhile about sex and different positions and such. this conversation lasted for a little while as we wen't into "un-known" territory that neither of us have thus tried or ventured into. she is vowing that she is going to and we laughed and laughed and then got in trouble but it's now an on going joke. just for the record i will never go there, ever......ewwwwwwwww

9)i'm still shuddering over the last one

10)ok where am i at now....well i came home at super which hubby had ready again. he's so sweet and good to me and it's nice to come home to a cooked meal, i'm soooo going to hate him going back to work next week. anyways i was feeling really fat and bloated and decided to take the 2 dogs for a walk with hubby for quality time together.

oh and my predictions for idol tonight aren't really much different than last week. my 3 bottom pics are: Scott, Anthony and Anwar. my pic to go home tonight would probably be Scott, but hell you never know.

Friday, April 15, 2005

It's Friday i'm in love

i've never been happier to see a friday come in my life.

reason number one:

it's my first offical pay check from my new job and i could not be any happier to see that money in my account. about damn time. going 3 weeks without a pay check is brutal and downright cruel i might add. so happy to have money again and to be able to pay bills and credit cards ~big sigh of relief~ now only 2 more weeks to go before hubby gets back at work and then will really be rollin in the dough.....he he he (laughing evily right now). oh i can't wait to go shopping.

reson number two:

the weather is finally, FINALLY starting to look good again and i think it is supposed to be a very warm weekend in our neck of the woods. i sure as hell hope so as their is a 4 wheeler ralley/poker rally tommorrow and i really want to go, drink some beer get muddy and wet and just lighten the hell up and have some fun.

reason number three:

this past week at work has been really frustrating and brutal on me mentally and emotionally. i finally cracked yesterday and wen't to my supervisor to let her know that i am this close to quitting and is there any possible way that i could do something else. unfortunately there isn't anything at this time but they let me know that our next project is incoming calls which hopefully will not be so bad. i'm going to try, try i my best to stick it out but honestly i have been thru the ringer and i don't know how much more i can take. i'm just gonna take it a day at a time and try not to wig out over little things.

so it's friday and what day of the week is any better than that (except mabye saturday). enjoy what is left of it my friends. i know i sure as hell am.

see ya later suckers!!!!!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

"T" Rif

some may ask wtf? but for me i hear this expression on a daily basis and now it is implemented in my demented brain. what it means you may ask, well a girl at work has a habit or i should say tendancy to say "terrific". to some this may just seem like any plain odinary word, but no, uh huh no way. this girl has made me hate and loathe this word. just the way she says it and unfortunately words cannot possibly describe too you fellow readers but it drives me BATTY. no wonder i'm fucked up. for example when we she places a call and she cannot get thru to anyone or she is being "blocked" by reception she will state that's TERRIFIC in a high pitched almost Barbie like voice (shudders). most girls at work find this v. funny but not me. sometimes she gets past 3 t-rifs in one conversation and by then i am starting to twitch/spaze in my little cubicle when she says this. is this normal? i think i'm losing my mind........yet again.

onto other thing. i'm thinking of changing my screen name to an old name that i had years, and years ago when i used to frequent chat rooms. some may recall (espically jill and andy) this name and it has a kinda cool meaning to it for me. v.lame i may add but i like it (you can note it or not note it on the side....). anyways the whole meaning of this name for me started when Boogie Nights came out (think it was in 98 or 99 and i just love the 70's and Mark Walburg was in it and who doesn't think he's a piece of ASS) anyways off topic as usual. Heather Graham is in this flic and lo and behold that is or was my madien name and Heather played "rollergirl" in the movie and i liked the name and yeah, so i'm going back to it and will see if pps like it or not. really who the hell cares, except me i guess but i wanted to explain the name change (again).

yet another topic tonight is the American Idol compeition been a long time since i did my predictions. but i'll give her a go. America you are fucked up you should have voted Scott, Antwar and Anthony out wks ago, i seriousily cannot stand these 3 and they irritate the hell out of me. the mute button usually goes on. and what the hell is up with Scott's new cocky attitude? man you suck and you need to go buh bye. i hope he goes but he won't cause you guys vote wrong. i personally love Nadia and think she's v.cool and can sing & she dresses fab, but you will probably send her ass home tommorrow so yeah. that's my take on that shit. the rest of them are all ok but i personally don't give a fuck anymore as none of them have overally impressed me thus far. my unfortunte pick to go home is Nadia, as i usually agree with Simon. the man is always right.

time for bed ~ v. late and getting sleepy. i'm out

Sunday, April 10, 2005

MUDDIN

ok, where to begin with this.....

well for starters the men came home from wheelin later in the afternoon probably around 6 0r 7 only to want to bail into Jamie's jeep and go muddin. but first we had to wait for Krystal to come down from the "big" city of Woodstock.

i guess i should first explain what Muddin really is or means to us pps from the back woods. you see we have nothing better to do when were teeny bobbers or even now aparantly than to get extremely loaded and bail in a 4X4 vechile of some kind and look for muddy, wet roads to spin around in and typically most generally get stuck in.

now i don't particularily enjoy this experience, never have, as i'm used to being in control myself and i don't like being thrown around like a rag doll either. in fact last nights eposide took me back to like 6 years ago when we did this same thing and their were like 5 of us crammed in one truck cab and our heads were hitting and we got stuck so bad that we had to call and have "M" come and get us and we had to walk out this icky muddy, wet road at like 2AM. Hubby's truck was stuck so bad they had to have a skidder pull it out the next day......oh those were the glory days.

in fact i think that's what Jamie and hubby were trying to accomplish last night as pretty much exactly the same thing happend. only this time were in a jeep, and it's not quite so crowded. we went along fine for the first hr or so and then we thought we would drop in and see what jilly bean was doin as "M" is away this weekend for work. she always makes things funner for me, so i started sippin on that Boone's wine that Jay just bought and was startin to have fun. we wen't around, and around the race track a few times (which brought some more memories.....) and the boys are like now what.....

so off we go down some road that right away does not look good, the ground right now is super soggy and wet and there is still some snow in the woods. we sink and we sink bad......we aren't goin anywhere. so at this point the boyz are so loaded and laughin and are really enjoin this, meanwhile i'm in the back freakin out. how are we gonna get out of this and no way in hell am i walking in the dark........

so they call a few pps and finally get Karl and Andrew to agree and come bail us out as Andrew has a HUGE mofo of a truck that could easily pull us out. only problem is it's brand NEW and he's v. fussy about scrathes and such so they get there and he won't come in the road.....GREAT. at this time i have to pee so damn bad i can hardly move, i really don't want to get in the mud but i'm gonna have to eventually.

hubby then suggest that andrew take him to get his truck (which he so loves, and he will totally rub this in Jay's face). which brings me to start worrying about him driving as he is v.loaded and should not be driving. oh why can't i ever just lighen up??? so yes, eventually the FORD haules the jeep out of er and man you should see the holes that we left or were in, mud was everywhere and water was just runnin. i was so glad to get out of there and back home let me tell you. so yeah that's my story from last night, better than a typcial boring night at home i guess but i can't say that i enjoyed it either. i probably did not do this justice but it's like early in the morning right now and i should probably crawl my sorry ass back into bed.

til we meet again my friends.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

I'm so Happy

yippee skippy i finally have my computer back and running at home!!

weeeeeeeeeeeee

i can blog all i want now, except that their is this weird script thing that pops up every 5 seconds til now saying that their is an error in the pg do you want to continue running....wtf?? andy, HELP me! need to know what to do to fix this.....only does it on this page.....sigh

can never have it easy can i?

well it's Saturday and i wanted nothing more than to go wheelin this weekend and my hubby takes off with the boys and leaves me to sit at home. yeah nice huh. so i've been sitting on my ass eating, although i did walk any hour ago with the dogs but ya know i'm just "L" today (those who do not know, L = lazy).

the weather is fab today, it's finally SPRING hip hip horay! the wicked witch of winter is gone (let's hope so anyways).

well not much else to talk about for now. should go and surf and catch up with everyone's blog.

i'm out.

Monday, April 04, 2005

come and knock on my door......

for some weird reason the theme song from "three's company" has been running rampant through my brain. v. strange espically since i was not even thought of when this show first started on the air and i've only ever watched it on re-runs and even then i can't seem to stomache Susan Somers. that girl really irritates me.......sigh

so hello blog world i am back yet again to say hello. how have things been you may ask well not so peachy keen. i'm not really liking my job (still), some days i just get down right depressed and other days it don't seem so bad. my whole split personally thing really does not cope well with this.......one day i'm happy go lucky, don't care if i get yelled at. the next day i'm plain down glum, ho-hum don't want to call anyone. what to do, what to do.

my mom just yells at me go and find another job!!!! well that's easier said than done mom. then i have my hubby at me saying muck it up and deal with it, a job is a job. well would you want to sit there all day on the phone........yup don't think so.

so some days my chin is up but most days not so.

not much else goin on right now either. hubby and i wen't to the movies on saturday with Jilly Bean and "M", got to watch Sin City. v. cool and dark and violent. loved it & josh hartnett is in in for like mabye 10 sec but man it is ever worth it. yuummmmmmmmmm

well should run, i'm taking up time on jilly's computer, still have yet to get my own back. stupid brother in law, really outta lay into him. i'm sure as hell not paying him (not like i was going to in the first place...ya know!). take care pps & see ya soon!!