you know I never ever recall EVER being a person that sweats, like, a lot and then on top of that smelling sweaty (you know that smell). but lately i've noticed that i'm sweating and yup, it also smells that sweaty smell (so grose).
like wtf?
did my hormones change? sure, I know I am heavier than i've probably ever been in my life, and yes it's god forsaken hot here right now. but me sweating. never. happened. people I swear. in fact I always used to brag about NOT sweating. guess karma is kicking me in the ass right now and laughing right in my face.
not cool people. not cool. esp cuz where i never used to sweat sometimes I forget to put the deodorant on and that is just bad
i always associated that smelly smell with that kid in gym class, you know the geek/nerdy one that's so not an athlete and so out of shape that they sweat like a mofo, like I mean t-shirt soaking wet sweat and ugh the smell!! I just find it so repulsive and now i'm that fat kid out of shape.
sigh
i need to go on a diet and get some better deodorant
and you know how I know that I need to diet...
well, my panties are to small for starters, which is such a pain in the ASS literally, I don't think i've ever picked my ass so much as I have the last week or so, and i've noticed that some shirts aren't quite fitting so well, like oh say not able to button them any more
sigh
did I mention that it is extremely hot, therefore the laziness kicks in and I don't want to exercise or cook so i'm eating junk
i'm my own worst enemy
i think it stopped thundering/raining I might take the dogs for a run
or
not....
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
checked out
man I've been such a bad, bad blogger which is totally my bad, er um laziness
dunno what is wrong with me lately but i'm so tired/lazy. could. sleep. 24 hrs. I swear no word of a lie. and while I have been busy/stressed with stuff.
example A
hubs and I purchased my grandmother's house/property (as we lived just above her) and we wanted the land NOT the house, but they wouldn't sell without the house, which I understand as proprty value in our little community is shitty and that is putting it gently. anyways long story short we now have a 2nd mortgage and we are left to clean out her house as the fam dam (the brothers) didn't want to clean it out. Mean while it is left to pretty much me, the hubs and my mom to go through ALL and i mean there is a lot of just stuff. what does one do with it all? have a yard sale?? but who would buy it, honestly i'm just so frustrated I don't know what to do with myself. and I so don't want to organize a yard sale, i've never done or had one and have no clue where to start...
example B
said grandmother above is well an issue itself. she is in early stages of dementia and was doing very well in her new accomodations (at first). then she had a set back. and while I can't or am not willing to share it all here it is just sad and frustrating as she is sinking deeper into the depths of dementia and I'm losing my grandmother and seeing my mom trying to cope with it ALL isn't exactly helping either
so needless to say, i need to "check out" which is sad cuz I just had a vacay like a month ago
perhaps I can get a "check out" this weekend i'm hoping to lay low and just "chill"
that's what's been on my mind, just thought I would bring ya'll up to speed
dunno what is wrong with me lately but i'm so tired/lazy. could. sleep. 24 hrs. I swear no word of a lie. and while I have been busy/stressed with stuff.
example A
hubs and I purchased my grandmother's house/property (as we lived just above her) and we wanted the land NOT the house, but they wouldn't sell without the house, which I understand as proprty value in our little community is shitty and that is putting it gently. anyways long story short we now have a 2nd mortgage and we are left to clean out her house as the fam dam (the brothers) didn't want to clean it out. Mean while it is left to pretty much me, the hubs and my mom to go through ALL and i mean there is a lot of just stuff. what does one do with it all? have a yard sale?? but who would buy it, honestly i'm just so frustrated I don't know what to do with myself. and I so don't want to organize a yard sale, i've never done or had one and have no clue where to start...
example B
said grandmother above is well an issue itself. she is in early stages of dementia and was doing very well in her new accomodations (at first). then she had a set back. and while I can't or am not willing to share it all here it is just sad and frustrating as she is sinking deeper into the depths of dementia and I'm losing my grandmother and seeing my mom trying to cope with it ALL isn't exactly helping either
so needless to say, i need to "check out" which is sad cuz I just had a vacay like a month ago
perhaps I can get a "check out" this weekend i'm hoping to lay low and just "chill"
that's what's been on my mind, just thought I would bring ya'll up to speed
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
tick tock
you know as a kid Alice in Wonderland was like my favorite, a) cuz she was blonde (like me) b)it was totally off the wall and c)the little white rabbit that was always late, whom I have a love/hate realtionship with (i'll explain after)
In the 80's there was an actual movie made (not the cheap cartoon, hate that) called Alice in Wonderland through the Looking Glass (or something like that - pic above), with a white and dark night, the jabberwalkie, etc. I loved this movie. In fact I loved it so much I hunted it down on eBay and bought both VHS tapes. yeah, crazy I know but I had to have it. (i'll google it and try to post a pic for ya later)
In the 80's there was an actual movie made (not the cheap cartoon, hate that) called Alice in Wonderland through the Looking Glass (or something like that - pic above), with a white and dark night, the jabberwalkie, etc. I loved this movie. In fact I loved it so much I hunted it down on eBay and bought both VHS tapes. yeah, crazy I know but I had to have it. (i'll google it and try to post a pic for ya later)
just one of those things
also another one of those things and the reason i'm so off topic here is that I hate, hate being late for anything. doesn't matter what it is, if I have an appointment i have to be on time or early. in fact I think i inherited this from my father as he doesn't like to be late either, I was early for my own wedding. who the hell is early for their wedding! isn't the bride supposed to be late??
anyways, so whenever i'm late I always here that damn rabbit in my head from Alice in Wonderland screaming "I"M LATE, I'M LATE, I'M LATE LATE LATE!"
weird i know, but I can't help it
and it totally puts me on edge
oh, and I also hate when things do not go my way
sigh
can't I control everything? I feel like I could turn into the hulk here....
Saturday, June 14, 2008
NKOTB
fer shizzle!!
not only is the new video out, but I have tickets to see them in concert in September!!
HEE!!
i think i peed a little
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
pictures! take two...randomness
calgon take me away (again) 
jilly & I at dinner (nite before wedding), hammered out of my tree here (which is so obivious)I would also like to note that as usual, i look bad and miz jilly looks fab
hee! don't ask, this is after one to many daiquiris
view of our room (I ment to take before all our crap was in it..ah well)
part of the gang at dinner
the hubs and I
i'm not sure why i'm posting this other than the fact that it is somewhat humourous (and yes that's my ass, and no that's not a big mole on the right that's my gay ass tattoo of a lady bug)
moi on the bunch reading
ok, i must mention that we lost our camera for 2 days and this was our 1st 2 pics (the one above and below) that we took after getting it back. we were just so happy/greatful to have the camera back, we had to take a pic...
moi
and again
view of another boat from our boat (we went snorkeling)
view of our pool & swim up bar
view of the beach
view from our balcony
so pretty! they were everywhere, and the noises they would make...sigh I wanna go back
my mamma and I
the hubs
my dad (he looks so happy here) you'd have to know that every pic of my dad he is always either a)fake smiling or b)so somber/serious so this is a rare find to get one where is is actually smiling for real
the gang in the pool
doreen/moi/momsie/julia chillin in the pool (drunk, again)
hee! don't ask, this is after one to many daiquiris
view of our room (I ment to take before all our crap was in it..ah well)
part of the gang at dinner
the hubs and I
i'm not sure why i'm posting this other than the fact that it is somewhat humourous (and yes that's my ass, and no that's not a big mole on the right that's my gay ass tattoo of a lady bug)
moi on the bunch reading
ok, i must mention that we lost our camera for 2 days and this was our 1st 2 pics (the one above and below) that we took after getting it back. we were just so happy/greatful to have the camera back, we had to take a pic...
moi
and again
view of another boat from our boat (we went snorkeling)
view of our pool & swim up bar
view of the beach
view from our balcony
so pretty! they were everywhere, and the noises they would make...sigh I wanna go back
my mamma and I
the hubs
my dad (he looks so happy here) you'd have to know that every pic of my dad he is always either a)fake smiling or b)so somber/serious so this is a rare find to get one where is is actually smiling for real
the gang in the pool
doreen/moi/momsie/julia chillin in the pool (drunk, again)and lastly, I leave you with.....
my husband's ass!!
pictures! (finally) take one..Wedding
moi getting my hair done
Miz Jilly aka the bride getting beautified
musical trio that was playing while the bride walked in & after the ceremony, this truly made it a "festive" affair. If i was technically inclined I would load the video for you so you could hear it, but that ain't going to happen. sorry. but the pic will have to do
this is a shot of the gazebo that they were married in
the bride arriving by horse carriage (so romantic!)
the bride & dad walking in (I love the look on Jill's face, she looks so happy!)
bride & groom exchanging vows
the bride & her girls (Julie on the left and me on the right)
bride & groom celebrating with a toast
brides parents also celebrating to raising a beautiful daughter
wedding party
bride & groom
the bride posing beautifully (so pretty)
bride & all her girlfriends that went on the trip (by this point the sweat was just rolling down my back & legs, so humid & hot and it was only 10:30/11:00 in the morning!)
awww
a fairytale ending~and they lived happily ever after ~
Jill & Mark
Jill & Mark
May 13, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
back into the grove
sorry ya'll, my bad for not posting or talking about my fab trip
but ever since i've been back i've been, well in a funk
i feel like i'm in a fog, numb and to be honest sort of stupid. people ask me things here at work and i'm all "deer caught in headlights" like "huh", "what did you just say". really not good, at 1st I thought it may be due to alcohol withdrawl but that should've passed a couple weeks ago...
just plain weird
and the weather is shitty ass and cold here
yes, i'll be posting pics of the trip (someday), i'm just lazy and tired, ok
i thought i'd come back from vacay all fresh and revived, that lasted a day
sigh
same old same old in this neck of the woods
i'll get back to normal eventually.....i hope
but ever since i've been back i've been, well in a funk
i feel like i'm in a fog, numb and to be honest sort of stupid. people ask me things here at work and i'm all "deer caught in headlights" like "huh", "what did you just say". really not good, at 1st I thought it may be due to alcohol withdrawl but that should've passed a couple weeks ago...
just plain weird
and the weather is shitty ass and cold here
yes, i'll be posting pics of the trip (someday), i'm just lazy and tired, ok
i thought i'd come back from vacay all fresh and revived, that lasted a day
sigh
same old same old in this neck of the woods
i'll get back to normal eventually.....i hope
Saturday, May 03, 2008
from the desk of flea
*from mizz flea flea's exec. assistant on behalf of mizz flea flea who is "stressing out" to the max trying to pack and all that "shit" becuz she is now 7 days away from her much needed vacay. she would like to sincerely apologize for her lack of visits to your blog sites & the shortage of her posts here (note, she wasn't blogging much in the first place, duh, i'm so not paid enough..). She would like me to point out (and oh yes she's here but she is hollering from another room on what I should be saying here, I may point out that she is frantically searching for a pair of Capri pants that I sooo ruined last summer by spilling soda on them and I totally ditched them without her knowing! haha ok what was I/she saying??)
oh right
she's "stressed"
ok ok we get it already
moving on
she also doesn't want to "rub it in" that she will be in sunny paradise for a week (biatch), sipping on fruity tropcial drinks while sunning herself on the beach
so she prob. won't be around here for a couple of weeks (thank god!)
she would like me to say much love to you all & see you on the flip side!
xoxo
miz flea flea (whateverh)
oh right
she's "stressed"
ok ok we get it already
moving on
she also doesn't want to "rub it in" that she will be in sunny paradise for a week (biatch), sipping on fruity tropcial drinks while sunning herself on the beach
so she prob. won't be around here for a couple of weeks (thank god!)
she would like me to say much love to you all & see you on the flip side!
xoxo
miz flea flea (whateverh)
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
snot or not
sure sometimes we can all be a little snotty, bitchy, whatever you want to call it and I hate to judge people without knowing them, but gosh why is it so darn hard?
for instance
let's say that this new guy started at your workplace, younger perhaps only a couple years older than yourself (and your not exactly a spring chicken anymore in your late gasp 20's!), so will say he is 30 - 35 and what instantly cause me to dislike him was that he walked right in the office, past me (i'm the 1st point of contact @ reception), not even acknowledging me, and yes this is one of my things that irritate me anyways, like hello that's why you have a receptionist in the 1st place is to "screen" people. geesh. anyways, off topic. so he walks by me with this sort of air of arrogance & coffee in hand (for 2) to my bosses office, instantly i'm thinking hmm...sure enough he's the new guy, already sucking up to the boss!! so that's one tick off of him instantly. then as the day goes on I happen to notice (and i don't usually notice much as i'm so not observant) his annoying laugh. like picture a bill & ted laugh. total stoner!! and after 8 hours of this honest.to.god. at 1st it was amusing and I almost broke down in hysterical snickers sitting at my desk listening to him (in my workplace you can hear EVERYTHING) but by 5 I wanted to choke him. seriously.
but why? he could be a nice guy, perhaps just nervous and who wouldn't be nervous on a 1st day meeting people. but I.don't.like.him. I can't explain it, but I don't think I will ever grow to truly like him sure i'll be friendly and what not in the office but if I were to see him outside of work I wouldn't make eye contact, and in fact would walk quickly away
but why? I think I get along with everyone and i'm friendly & outgong but there are just certain people or personalities that I don't mesh with. does that make sense?
for instance
let's say that this new guy started at your workplace, younger perhaps only a couple years older than yourself (and your not exactly a spring chicken anymore in your late gasp 20's!), so will say he is 30 - 35 and what instantly cause me to dislike him was that he walked right in the office, past me (i'm the 1st point of contact @ reception), not even acknowledging me, and yes this is one of my things that irritate me anyways, like hello that's why you have a receptionist in the 1st place is to "screen" people. geesh. anyways, off topic. so he walks by me with this sort of air of arrogance & coffee in hand (for 2) to my bosses office, instantly i'm thinking hmm...sure enough he's the new guy, already sucking up to the boss!! so that's one tick off of him instantly. then as the day goes on I happen to notice (and i don't usually notice much as i'm so not observant) his annoying laugh. like picture a bill & ted laugh. total stoner!! and after 8 hours of this honest.to.god. at 1st it was amusing and I almost broke down in hysterical snickers sitting at my desk listening to him (in my workplace you can hear EVERYTHING) but by 5 I wanted to choke him. seriously.
but why? he could be a nice guy, perhaps just nervous and who wouldn't be nervous on a 1st day meeting people. but I.don't.like.him. I can't explain it, but I don't think I will ever grow to truly like him sure i'll be friendly and what not in the office but if I were to see him outside of work I wouldn't make eye contact, and in fact would walk quickly away
but why? I think I get along with everyone and i'm friendly & outgong but there are just certain people or personalities that I don't mesh with. does that make sense?
Thursday, April 17, 2008
say WHAT?!
i can't believe ya'll thought I was preggers
NOT funny
or
cool
but i'm not (thankfully, is that wrong of me to say or wish that??)
don't even get me going on the whole "baby" thing
ain't happen anytime soon
nough said
cuz
miss flea flea is a selfish biatch, and she comes 1st (for now)
anyhoo
movin on...
in other happenings
you know you are from a very small town when the most exciting news is
a)that the ice is going out and were on "flood watch"
b)everyone is talking about all the deer that are around, like everywhere
c) the weather finally, finally being nice for a change
i'm so sick of talking about the weather and if one more person says "how nice it is" I may just scream
also i've been meaning to say or mention just how much I love, like i mean love John Mayer. His song say what you mean to say, sigh, i just get so lost in that song, and he's just so adorable. i.love.him
so much to do and so little time
vacation is ever so much closer and i'm beginning to freak out as I haven't shopped for any new clothes, haven't done this or that or even started to pack!
and worst of all i'm so disappointed in myself as I had hoped to lose 10 pounds and well we all know that hasn't happened
not that I have anyone to blame but myself which somehow makes it all worse....
ah well could be worse i guess
anyways I came here with all these ideas on what to write and well they seemed to have left me, so peace out, til next time
NOT funny
or
cool
but i'm not (thankfully, is that wrong of me to say or wish that??)
don't even get me going on the whole "baby" thing
ain't happen anytime soon
nough said
cuz
miss flea flea is a selfish biatch, and she comes 1st (for now)
anyhoo
movin on...
in other happenings
you know you are from a very small town when the most exciting news is
a)that the ice is going out and were on "flood watch"
b)everyone is talking about all the deer that are around, like everywhere
c) the weather finally, finally being nice for a change
i'm so sick of talking about the weather and if one more person says "how nice it is" I may just scream
also i've been meaning to say or mention just how much I love, like i mean love John Mayer. His song say what you mean to say, sigh, i just get so lost in that song, and he's just so adorable. i.love.him
so much to do and so little time
vacation is ever so much closer and i'm beginning to freak out as I haven't shopped for any new clothes, haven't done this or that or even started to pack!
and worst of all i'm so disappointed in myself as I had hoped to lose 10 pounds and well we all know that hasn't happened
not that I have anyone to blame but myself which somehow makes it all worse....
ah well could be worse i guess
anyways I came here with all these ideas on what to write and well they seemed to have left me, so peace out, til next time
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
my new best friend
this is where I have spent most of my time the last couple of days
minus the fancy dress of course
I haven't been quite this sick in well, at least 2 years
I'll spare u the details & i don't want to re-live them anyways, so disgusting and vile, nough said
aparantly this is running rampant in my area right now, but I still can't quite figure out where I caught it from as nobody I know has had it
still not 100% but sure as hell a lot better than I was at this time yesterday and thank god my new best friend is no longer needed (at the moment)
Sunday, April 06, 2008
lazy ass
not sure why exactly but i am so gosh darn lazy this weekend
prob cuz i've been on the go and have a gazillion things running through my brain
so what does a flea flea do
absolutely nothin
ok i did do a little bit of laundry
but that's it
haven't exercised all weekend
i've just laid
and you know what
it feels kinda nice
the only thing that sucks
is
tomorrow is
Monday
wash*rinse*repeat
my life is the same thing week after week
sigh
6 more weeks until my vacay
and it can't come fast enough
prob cuz i've been on the go and have a gazillion things running through my brain
so what does a flea flea do
absolutely nothin
ok i did do a little bit of laundry
but that's it
haven't exercised all weekend
i've just laid
and you know what
it feels kinda nice
the only thing that sucks
is
tomorrow is
Monday
wash*rinse*repeat
my life is the same thing week after week
sigh
6 more weeks until my vacay
and it can't come fast enough
Thursday, April 03, 2008
no more Mr. Nice Guy
i'm so tired of being the nice guy and having people walk all over me and be shit on
i'm tired of not being paid enough for what I do, and for doing 4 jobs in 1
i'm tired of having people be snarky/cranky/snappy with me and making me feel "small" and stupid
i'm tired of being the admin ass of the office and having to run all over town doing "errands"
i'm
just
so
tired
of
it
all
so why can't I stand up for myself?
why can't I take charge and say hey you, I want more money or else
cuz i'm a wuss that's why
and I live in a black hole where if I said that they would say hit the road jack, we can find someone who would be more than happy with what we pay you
jobs are few and far between and i have no choice but to sit and take the shit and enjoy the ride
oh
what
fun
i'm tired of not being paid enough for what I do, and for doing 4 jobs in 1
i'm tired of having people be snarky/cranky/snappy with me and making me feel "small" and stupid
i'm tired of being the admin ass of the office and having to run all over town doing "errands"
i'm
just
so
tired
of
it
all
so why can't I stand up for myself?
why can't I take charge and say hey you, I want more money or else
cuz i'm a wuss that's why
and I live in a black hole where if I said that they would say hit the road jack, we can find someone who would be more than happy with what we pay you
jobs are few and far between and i have no choice but to sit and take the shit and enjoy the ride
oh
what
fun
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
DAYUM!
the boys are all grown up!now i'm even that more excited for tomorrow's appearance on the today show
p.s. is Danny kinda hot now?? weird
Monday, March 31, 2008
it IS TRUE!!
omg
omg
omg
OMG!!!!!
I just did the running man cuz i'm soooo freakin excited for this!!
I know nobody else prob cares, like I care but it's official, New Kids are somewhat back, at least performing on the Today show (according to the Queen Perez Hilton @ perezhilton.com), and what's even crazier is that it's the 20th anniversary since Hanging Tough came out.
now that just makes me feel old
and it is possible that maybe a reunion tour is in the works
come to Canada please!! cuz i'm so there
i should be ashamed
but i'm not
Saturday, March 29, 2008
razzle dazzled frazzled!
so much to do and so little time...
time is flying lately, i only have 6 weeks before we go away and i have not lost a single pound. have i been trying very hard, not really, but i have been doing my tae bo at least 3 times a week & snowshoeing on the weekends. i know i am in better shape as i don't get quite so winded/short of breath, but my outer appearance has not changed a bit.
i need to kick it in full diet mode
my 1st accomplishment this week (a round of applause please) was, no McDonald's this week, none, zilch, zero, i'm so proud of myself!!! i typical at least have this once a week (on some occasions twice..) so this is HUGE. if i can cut this out, and not eat after 7 plus continue working out heavily, surely to god some weight will come off...!!??
oh
and I got the DRESS!!!
the winner was option #3 (see post below, i'm not technically inclined to do a link to it), in the fab color purple aka "grape" which is the official color name. it's quite fab i must say and just what I was looking for, flowy but not too flowy and purple is my fav color
gram has moved and has improved a lot the last couple of weeks, she's doing so much better and i'm surprized at how well she is taking everything in stride. jilly and i met her for lunch the other day and witnessed her making a new friend!! she's never really been a social butterfly but i think that is what she has been missing/lacking and hopefully this will be a really good thing for her and the new digs she is in has me jealous, everything is brand sparking new and top of the line, this place is absolutely gorgeous!!
my poor ole car has finally caved, had the biscuit, going to the junk yard. i shouldn't have been surprized i knew it would happen eventually, but i was so not expecting it. in fact i just registered the GD thing again for another year (ahem $90) 2 days before the piece of shit broke down on me. we called several junk yards to see if we could get the part that is needed and they all told us "good luck", said its very hard to find and i'm not paying $500+ just for a new part to put on a car that is on its last leg, so now i'm car less and missing it like crazy. its weird how attached i was, i mean it was my 1st car and all and frankly the last few years i was hating it a little but i still loved it in a way. so not i'm driving the hubs half ton, which feels like i'm driving a tank compared to my small little car and costs a bloody fortune to run.
sigh
rants are so much fun!!
time is flying lately, i only have 6 weeks before we go away and i have not lost a single pound. have i been trying very hard, not really, but i have been doing my tae bo at least 3 times a week & snowshoeing on the weekends. i know i am in better shape as i don't get quite so winded/short of breath, but my outer appearance has not changed a bit.
i need to kick it in full diet mode
my 1st accomplishment this week (a round of applause please) was, no McDonald's this week, none, zilch, zero, i'm so proud of myself!!! i typical at least have this once a week (on some occasions twice..) so this is HUGE. if i can cut this out, and not eat after 7 plus continue working out heavily, surely to god some weight will come off...!!??
oh
and I got the DRESS!!!
the winner was option #3 (see post below, i'm not technically inclined to do a link to it), in the fab color purple aka "grape" which is the official color name. it's quite fab i must say and just what I was looking for, flowy but not too flowy and purple is my fav color
gram has moved and has improved a lot the last couple of weeks, she's doing so much better and i'm surprized at how well she is taking everything in stride. jilly and i met her for lunch the other day and witnessed her making a new friend!! she's never really been a social butterfly but i think that is what she has been missing/lacking and hopefully this will be a really good thing for her and the new digs she is in has me jealous, everything is brand sparking new and top of the line, this place is absolutely gorgeous!!
my poor ole car has finally caved, had the biscuit, going to the junk yard. i shouldn't have been surprized i knew it would happen eventually, but i was so not expecting it. in fact i just registered the GD thing again for another year (ahem $90) 2 days before the piece of shit broke down on me. we called several junk yards to see if we could get the part that is needed and they all told us "good luck", said its very hard to find and i'm not paying $500+ just for a new part to put on a car that is on its last leg, so now i'm car less and missing it like crazy. its weird how attached i was, i mean it was my 1st car and all and frankly the last few years i was hating it a little but i still loved it in a way. so not i'm driving the hubs half ton, which feels like i'm driving a tank compared to my small little car and costs a bloody fortune to run.
sigh
rants are so much fun!!
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
my sissy is coming!!
my fabulous sissy is flying in tonight and my dad and I are on our way to the airport later this evening to pick her up!!!
*update, her flight was cancelled and she's now coming in at a later time (boo)
i haven't seen her since October, so i'm really stoked for her visit and thankfully she is here for a longer period this time around.
oh and i forgot to mention
were planning on getting majorly shit faced to celebrate miss jilly's up-coming wedding, a sort of stagette if you will
this is much needed
so needless to say it should be a sweet visit
oh
and happy Easter everyone
*update, her flight was cancelled and she's now coming in at a later time (boo)
i haven't seen her since October, so i'm really stoked for her visit and thankfully she is here for a longer period this time around.
oh and i forgot to mention
were planning on getting majorly shit faced to celebrate miss jilly's up-coming wedding, a sort of stagette if you will
this is much needed
so needless to say it should be a sweet visit
oh
and happy Easter everyone
Thursday, March 13, 2008
light at the end of the tunnel
there is a god and he is GOOD!
finally some good, no, GREAT, no, what's better than great...?
FANTASTIC
news
we just did our tax returns and we are getting some $$$$
superfantastic
now we can pay off our credit cards and breathe a somewhat sigh of relief
a short lived relief but a relief
it's been a long, long winter and it's been rough
the weather has sucked
we've struggled financially
and i can't wait to get those cheques in the mail
speaking of the weather we have another 2 storms coming at us, one Saturday and another BIG assfucker on Monday.
sigh will it ever end
i just hope we can still go to shopping so i can get my dress already! thanks to everyone for the feedback, it was very helpful, i hope they have dress #3 in colors that I like as it's the one i'm leaning more towards
and another thing, not sure if it's becuase everyone is staying in this winter but man there are a lot of freaking pps i know that are preggers. i'm scared to drink the water!
anyways, that's the latest and greatest in my world
peace out :P
Sunday, March 09, 2008
ennie, meanie, mineie, moe
so we all know (or you may not) that I am Maid of Honor for my fabulous cousin miss jilly's wedding in May, in Punta Cana. I've tried well, several dresses that just aren't what i'm looking for, and alas most don't fit or flatter my "hour glass" figure.
so miss jilly and I have been scouring the Internet, Macy's, Sears, David's Bridal and Alfred Angelo, miss jilly has contacted a local Bridal shop that is closing and has Alfred Angelo's dresses at 50%, these are a few that she has in stock, in my size (and no i am not telling what size that is :P )
Dress #1, I have no idea if they have it in this color, but it's the color that I like most for a tropical wedding..
Dress #2, again not sure what color they have or even if this burnt orange would look good on me (i tend to be kinda pasty white), but I really luv this color for some reason....
Dress #3, again no clue what colors they have but this is more what I want or am looking for it's flowing, lose, and simple..
Dress #4 isn't really an option as the store doesn't have it in stock, but I just had to put it here because if i wasn't such a procrastinator this would be the dress. i absolutely love this dress, but sadly not an option, so instead I can look at it and wonder... and dream
so miss jilly and I have been scouring the Internet, Macy's, Sears, David's Bridal and Alfred Angelo, miss jilly has contacted a local Bridal shop that is closing and has Alfred Angelo's dresses at 50%, these are a few that she has in stock, in my size (and no i am not telling what size that is :P )
Dress #1, I have no idea if they have it in this color, but it's the color that I like most for a tropical wedding..
Dress #2, again not sure what color they have or even if this burnt orange would look good on me (i tend to be kinda pasty white), but I really luv this color for some reason....
Dress #3, again no clue what colors they have but this is more what I want or am looking for it's flowing, lose, and simple..
Dress #4 isn't really an option as the store doesn't have it in stock, but I just had to put it here because if i wasn't such a procrastinator this would be the dress. i absolutely love this dress, but sadly not an option, so instead I can look at it and wonder... and dream
so i need help, which one do you like most??
i won't know until next weekend as we aren't going to the shop until Saturday but any help or suggestions would be appreciated as i'm totally lost on this one
Friday, March 07, 2008
wind me up
ugh, the last few days have just been crazy
and i'm so glad it is the weekend
i'm even happier that i only have 20 minutes left to burn here at the office, this has to be the longest day ever! EVER!
Gram's out of the hospital, currently at home with care but she will be moving into a residential seniors complex that offers full-time care, provides meals, cleaning services and all that jazz. I just hope that this works, something tells me that it won't but that's putting the cart before the horse...so she's moving next weekend, which makes me really sad as i'm sure that the family will probably sell the house which is hard as I have so many fond memories of that house and it also means that I will have to deal with a new neighbor as we live right next door.
a lot to deal with and process
and i hate change
oh, and i'm freaking out about finding a "brides maid" dress for miss jilly's wedding in May. I have a certain image & color in my head and I cannot find a dress that I like at all, and i've tried several on. i'm getting very frustrated as nothing seems to flatter me or i can't find anything that fits. i need to do some type of cleansing diet where I can lose like 10 pounds in a week, or maybe i just shouldn't eat a la Nicole Ritchie....
nah
i like to eat too much!
i've also still been exercising 5 days a week and I feel better and maybe a little toner, but other than that nada.
and is anyone else really sad about Patrick Swazye? man i had a huge crush on him from Dirty Dancing and to here that he's dying. sad, sad sad
other than that i got nothing
happy friday
and i'm so glad it is the weekend
i'm even happier that i only have 20 minutes left to burn here at the office, this has to be the longest day ever! EVER!
Gram's out of the hospital, currently at home with care but she will be moving into a residential seniors complex that offers full-time care, provides meals, cleaning services and all that jazz. I just hope that this works, something tells me that it won't but that's putting the cart before the horse...so she's moving next weekend, which makes me really sad as i'm sure that the family will probably sell the house which is hard as I have so many fond memories of that house and it also means that I will have to deal with a new neighbor as we live right next door.
a lot to deal with and process
and i hate change
oh, and i'm freaking out about finding a "brides maid" dress for miss jilly's wedding in May. I have a certain image & color in my head and I cannot find a dress that I like at all, and i've tried several on. i'm getting very frustrated as nothing seems to flatter me or i can't find anything that fits. i need to do some type of cleansing diet where I can lose like 10 pounds in a week, or maybe i just shouldn't eat a la Nicole Ritchie....
nah
i like to eat too much!
i've also still been exercising 5 days a week and I feel better and maybe a little toner, but other than that nada.
and is anyone else really sad about Patrick Swazye? man i had a huge crush on him from Dirty Dancing and to here that he's dying. sad, sad sad
other than that i got nothing
happy friday
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