i go through phases where i am totally addicted to something, usually it's a computer game (Sims), blogging was big for awhile but since i've been home, un-employed i've become totally addicted to YouTube. I spend hours on there (yes, I have no life)
there are soooo many things on there it is insane!!
old t.v. shows, commercials, figure skating, fat people dancing and sooo much more
and it's all there for me to watch!!
about a month ago I watched all 3 Anne of Green Gables movies on there which I hadn't seen since I was a kid
amazing
this has to be the best invention EVER
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Sunday, February 01, 2009
game day
it's Superbowl Sunday!!
do I watch football
no
do I really care who wins
no
do I still tune in and watch (not all of it, but at least some)
yes, well mostly for the commercials but still
everybody talks about the Superbowl, why, not exactly sure but it's HUGE
so who do you think will win?
Steelers or Cardinals?? I think Cardinals
do I watch football
no
do I really care who wins
no
do I still tune in and watch (not all of it, but at least some)
yes, well mostly for the commercials but still
everybody talks about the Superbowl, why, not exactly sure but it's HUGE
so who do you think will win?
Steelers or Cardinals?? I think Cardinals
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
brrrr
ok so i know I live in Atlantic Canada and that winter is usually cold and all but c'mon already!! it's been frickin freezing here for like the past 2 weeks. not fun.
you know it's pretty cold out when the inside of your nose freezes instantly...
but on the positive side we almost have January over and done with. Man I hate January it's almost up there with November what dreary loooong months they are.
finally got my EI today!! woot woot! which is good cuz my work has died down big time went from 3 days a week to 1 (shitty). but I take what I can get, cuz its nice to get out even if it's one day. i was getting cabin fever and uber down/depressed. i'm hoping something will open up soon in either admin or part time in housekeeping (keep your fingers crossed)
other than that it's same old same old in my neck of the woods
you know it's pretty cold out when the inside of your nose freezes instantly...
but on the positive side we almost have January over and done with. Man I hate January it's almost up there with November what dreary loooong months they are.
finally got my EI today!! woot woot! which is good cuz my work has died down big time went from 3 days a week to 1 (shitty). but I take what I can get, cuz its nice to get out even if it's one day. i was getting cabin fever and uber down/depressed. i'm hoping something will open up soon in either admin or part time in housekeeping (keep your fingers crossed)
other than that it's same old same old in my neck of the woods
Friday, January 23, 2009
Friday Five
haven't done one of these in ages either, and seeings how i'm trying to get back into the whole blogger routine, why not go with something old and faithful?
these are the five latest tunes that i'm digging right now
Beyonce - Diva
John Legend ft Andre 3000 - Green Light
Pussy Cat Dolls - I hate this part (this sticks in my head and will not get out! not so sure that's a good thing....)
Katy Perry - Thinking of you
All American Rejects - Give you hell
these are the five latest tunes that i'm digging right now
Beyonce - Diva
John Legend ft Andre 3000 - Green Light
Pussy Cat Dolls - I hate this part (this sticks in my head and will not get out! not so sure that's a good thing....)
Katy Perry - Thinking of you
All American Rejects - Give you hell
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Kings Of Leon - Sex On Fire (Live At V Festival)
this is my new fav band and while I couldn't post the video (which you can appreciate his hotness even more in) that was made for this, I found a live version which is still AMAZING!
luv this song, luv the lead singer
~enjoy~
Saturday, January 17, 2009
quick update
gosh it's been a long time since i've been on here actually typing something, part of it is due to severe laziness other parts just because my life is very boring right now, sure I could write about horror stories of things that i've seen or cleaned at work but who wants to read about someone cleaning up some old persons shit? ya can thank me for that one later
just a whole lot of meh
i have no ambition to do much of anything, I work usually about 3 days out of a 7 day week and the rest of the time i just veg
*note ~ I still have not received my EI (fuckers), they probably think I make to much money
not to exciting
i have however discovered that I must have arthritis in my ankles and knees as some days after working a hard shift I can barely walk. not cool. I feel like i'm old, really old. not sure what is up with that and may have to make a trip to the wizard cuz i can't live like that forever
what else is new...?
I saw Marley and Me and cried my eyes out
skipped this years Golden Globes (not sure why)
and that's about it
just a whole lot of meh
i have no ambition to do much of anything, I work usually about 3 days out of a 7 day week and the rest of the time i just veg
*note ~ I still have not received my EI (fuckers), they probably think I make to much money
not to exciting
i have however discovered that I must have arthritis in my ankles and knees as some days after working a hard shift I can barely walk. not cool. I feel like i'm old, really old. not sure what is up with that and may have to make a trip to the wizard cuz i can't live like that forever
what else is new...?
I saw Marley and Me and cried my eyes out
skipped this years Golden Globes (not sure why)
and that's about it
Monday, December 29, 2008
ups and downs of 2008
well Christmas is over for another year (thank god), oh how I love and loathe the holidays, but we got through them.
and one can't help but reflect back on the year as good ole new year's eve is right around the corner. and while I can't remember all that 2008 contained here are a few highs and low lights (i may ad/edit more later)
let's start with the lows to get them out of the way shall we
* the biggie was losing yet another job in late October early November, the business that I was employed at folded up and shut down for good, and while I had an idea that it was coming I still wasn't prepared for it
* spent majority of the year depressed, anxious and just not happy at this said job wanting to leave but not leaving and sea sawing on that decision until the doors shut in my face
* watching my favorite auntie and 2nd mum pack up and leave for the wild west (aka Fort McMurray) in late May
* suffered through one of the worst winter's our area has seen in a very long time, snow, snow and more snow it just never seemed to end
on the positive side
* got to see Cats in February with my mom, aunt, Jilly in Halifax - one word amazing
* Jilly & Mark's wedding in May in the Dominican Republic, one week in paradise and a wedding in the middle. tons of memories, Lot's of laughs, truly a remarkable experience
* celebrating my 28th birthday, this was one of the best birthday's in recent memory. all of my co-workers chipped in and bought a cake, we ordered in pizza for lunch, they sang happy birthday, then my hubby takes me out for dinner. a perfect day
* NKOTB in September need I say anything more?
* discovering that I am going to be an aunt come June as Jilly & Mark are expecting!!
and one can't help but reflect back on the year as good ole new year's eve is right around the corner. and while I can't remember all that 2008 contained here are a few highs and low lights (i may ad/edit more later)
let's start with the lows to get them out of the way shall we
* the biggie was losing yet another job in late October early November, the business that I was employed at folded up and shut down for good, and while I had an idea that it was coming I still wasn't prepared for it
* spent majority of the year depressed, anxious and just not happy at this said job wanting to leave but not leaving and sea sawing on that decision until the doors shut in my face
* watching my favorite auntie and 2nd mum pack up and leave for the wild west (aka Fort McMurray) in late May
* suffered through one of the worst winter's our area has seen in a very long time, snow, snow and more snow it just never seemed to end
on the positive side
* got to see Cats in February with my mom, aunt, Jilly in Halifax - one word amazing
* Jilly & Mark's wedding in May in the Dominican Republic, one week in paradise and a wedding in the middle. tons of memories, Lot's of laughs, truly a remarkable experience
* celebrating my 28th birthday, this was one of the best birthday's in recent memory. all of my co-workers chipped in and bought a cake, we ordered in pizza for lunch, they sang happy birthday, then my hubby takes me out for dinner. a perfect day
* NKOTB in September need I say anything more?
* discovering that I am going to be an aunt come June as Jilly & Mark are expecting!!
Monday, December 22, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
a whole new world
so I have found a job, well sort of
i'm becoming a casual employee at our local hospital, which is an on-call basis, they can't guarantee me hours and it's shift work, so my plan is to still file for my EI (which I probably won't get before Christmas, here's to hoping that i do..) and have the EI as backup in case I don't get a lot of hours, but my feeling or take from the guy that interviewed me it sounds like that won't be an issue
now as to what i'll be doing i'm not so keen on that, i'll be doing housekeeping, aka Janitorial work, which for me i've never done, it's hard honest work and while I don't have an issue doing the work i'm just concerned as to how i'm going to adapt. coming from all office experience and sitting at a desk for the past oh seven years it's going to be a challenge. and my family didn't nickname me flea if it didn't fit, i'm small, puny (or I was then, i've since gained a few pounds) and weak. honestly, i'm a lazy ass, no two ways about it.
but
i think I need this change. I just want to go work hard and come home and not have to stress about work stuff, and the pay is better than what I would be making should I go the whole office route again and the bigger AND is that it opens a lot of doors, once in as a casual I can apply for any openings available whether it be administration or another department to become full time. which is HUGE, this will open a BIG door (or I hope).
so it's a whole new world
i'm scared but I think it will be a good thing
i'm also sad as tomorrow will be my last day at my current (now old) job, which is so weird but yet i'm happy to finally have it all over and done with.
time to move on
i'm becoming a casual employee at our local hospital, which is an on-call basis, they can't guarantee me hours and it's shift work, so my plan is to still file for my EI (which I probably won't get before Christmas, here's to hoping that i do..) and have the EI as backup in case I don't get a lot of hours, but my feeling or take from the guy that interviewed me it sounds like that won't be an issue
now as to what i'll be doing i'm not so keen on that, i'll be doing housekeeping, aka Janitorial work, which for me i've never done, it's hard honest work and while I don't have an issue doing the work i'm just concerned as to how i'm going to adapt. coming from all office experience and sitting at a desk for the past oh seven years it's going to be a challenge. and my family didn't nickname me flea if it didn't fit, i'm small, puny (or I was then, i've since gained a few pounds) and weak. honestly, i'm a lazy ass, no two ways about it.
but
i think I need this change. I just want to go work hard and come home and not have to stress about work stuff, and the pay is better than what I would be making should I go the whole office route again and the bigger AND is that it opens a lot of doors, once in as a casual I can apply for any openings available whether it be administration or another department to become full time. which is HUGE, this will open a BIG door (or I hope).
so it's a whole new world
i'm scared but I think it will be a good thing
i'm also sad as tomorrow will be my last day at my current (now old) job, which is so weird but yet i'm happy to finally have it all over and done with.
time to move on
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
i robot
i feel like a robot
i'm just going through all the motions of life but I feel empty and numb
here is what my day consists of:
drag by butt ouf of bed (literally)
go to work in an empty office and process refunds all day
drive home
cook super for 1 (hubs is still working away all week)
play with dogs
get fire going
watch mindless t.v
maybe work on baby quilt for brother in law & wife's new son for x-mas (not likely)
go to bed around 11 wake up every morning around 2:30 -3 and then toss and turn until time to get up and do it all over again
sigh
i'm tired, achey and i know i'm depressed, i just can't seem to pick myself up or think of anything positive
no luck on the job front/hunt either
look like i'll be filing for EI which may take up to six weeks to get 1st payment
not good
esp when the hubs will be filing after next week also
needless to say that we will not be doing Christmas this year
fun times in the Maritimes
i'm just going through all the motions of life but I feel empty and numb
here is what my day consists of:
drag by butt ouf of bed (literally)
go to work in an empty office and process refunds all day
drive home
cook super for 1 (hubs is still working away all week)
play with dogs
get fire going
watch mindless t.v
maybe work on baby quilt for brother in law & wife's new son for x-mas (not likely)
go to bed around 11 wake up every morning around 2:30 -3 and then toss and turn until time to get up and do it all over again
sigh
i'm tired, achey and i know i'm depressed, i just can't seem to pick myself up or think of anything positive
no luck on the job front/hunt either
look like i'll be filing for EI which may take up to six weeks to get 1st payment
not good
esp when the hubs will be filing after next week also
needless to say that we will not be doing Christmas this year
fun times in the Maritimes
Friday, November 14, 2008
beat of my heart
so i deleted my post about taking a break, who am i kidding i can't take a break from here, sure I can go a few weeks without posting but to leave that post on here was just sort of eating away at me, so it's gone and i'm moving on
my mental state of mind still isn't anywhere near 100% but i'm doing ok
i had a mini meltdown last week which I think helped a lot
still don't have another job lined up and only have 1 more week of work left before the whole business is closed for good. i'm still coming to terms with all of this and almost feel like i've had a death in the family as i'm truly going to miss my fellow co-workers and hurt for them as they are also going to be un-employed like me in a tough economy right now and hardly any jobs available in our area. it's just truly heartbreaking
but i am coming to terms with it all, being here with only 1 other admin and seeing the furniture being taken away, all the pictures off the walls it's just so empty, quiet but it's closure
which is something
as i sit here looking out my office window I can see the town crew getting ready for our annual yearly Victorian Christmas (at this point I don't even want to think of Christmas) and midnight madness which I feel they put on waaaay to early but that is a topic for another day
peace out
my mental state of mind still isn't anywhere near 100% but i'm doing ok
i had a mini meltdown last week which I think helped a lot
still don't have another job lined up and only have 1 more week of work left before the whole business is closed for good. i'm still coming to terms with all of this and almost feel like i've had a death in the family as i'm truly going to miss my fellow co-workers and hurt for them as they are also going to be un-employed like me in a tough economy right now and hardly any jobs available in our area. it's just truly heartbreaking
but i am coming to terms with it all, being here with only 1 other admin and seeing the furniture being taken away, all the pictures off the walls it's just so empty, quiet but it's closure
which is something
as i sit here looking out my office window I can see the town crew getting ready for our annual yearly Victorian Christmas (at this point I don't even want to think of Christmas) and midnight madness which I feel they put on waaaay to early but that is a topic for another day
peace out
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
FACK!
so ya'll know how i've been stressed about work
well, not anymore!
as of yesterday, I and the rest of my co-workers were laid off due to the "economy" and local competition.
yes there is more to it than that but I am not going into it all here
so
i'm
un-employed
AGAIN
that makes it now
7 (yes SEVEN) jobs that I have changed all within the past FOUR years
sonofabitch
well, not anymore!
as of yesterday, I and the rest of my co-workers were laid off due to the "economy" and local competition.
yes there is more to it than that but I am not going into it all here
so
i'm
un-employed
AGAIN
that makes it now
7 (yes SEVEN) jobs that I have changed all within the past FOUR years
sonofabitch
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
what the hell?
i've recently discovered or noticed that my boobs are starting to kinda well "sag" and while i've never really had large breast's to begin with (ahem, B cup barely), to discover them "sagging" and pointing to underneath my arm pit is frankly very depressing...
speaking of said armpit why does the hair under my right armpit grow faster than the left side, and also, i get painful ingrown hairs on said right side which turn into these big red ugly bumps which I can't help but squeeze and pick at (with my trustee tweezers) until I find the said unwanted ingrown hair....
i've also found facial hair (which I pluck if I find one, good ole tweezers once again to the rescue!) on my chin & side of my face (sideburns!! OMG)
or how bout discovering I have wrinkles??
or better yet the fat rolls that were never there before...
i'm getting OLD!!!
speaking of said armpit why does the hair under my right armpit grow faster than the left side, and also, i get painful ingrown hairs on said right side which turn into these big red ugly bumps which I can't help but squeeze and pick at (with my trustee tweezers) until I find the said unwanted ingrown hair....
i've also found facial hair (which I pluck if I find one, good ole tweezers once again to the rescue!) on my chin & side of my face (sideburns!! OMG)
or how bout discovering I have wrinkles??
or better yet the fat rolls that were never there before...
i'm getting OLD!!!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
give thanks
it's Thanksgiving for me this weekend
and while I normally don't reflect and give thanks (it's all about the food and having an extra day off normally), I finally get what it is all about
i'm thankful for
having both parents support and love me unconditionally
having 2 sisters who listen and give me love, advice and everything else that sisters do
having a husband who loves me even with all my faults
for having a roof over my head
that I have food to eat
that I am healthy
and lastly thanks to you my blogger friends, you've been there to read and offer me your advice as well
and for that
I say Thanks!
now it's Turkey Time!!
and while I normally don't reflect and give thanks (it's all about the food and having an extra day off normally), I finally get what it is all about
i'm thankful for
having both parents support and love me unconditionally
having 2 sisters who listen and give me love, advice and everything else that sisters do
having a husband who loves me even with all my faults
for having a roof over my head
that I have food to eat
that I am healthy
and lastly thanks to you my blogger friends, you've been there to read and offer me your advice as well
and for that
I say Thanks!
now it's Turkey Time!!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
slippage
familar territory for me lately, i'm slipping down a slippery slope and can't seem to grasp my footing, or onto the ever elusive branch to save me from falling
i've been avoiding a lot lately, one has been blogging here, which is bad, as this is where i usually come to rant and get it all out. lately i've been penting it all in
i don't even know where it started or how it all began and i don't even know what to write here
i'm slipping
it could be the fact that i own 2 houses (who the hell has 2 houses?)
it could be the fact that I have people lined up to buy house #2 but we can't seem to work things out with the bank to process this (loooong story)
it could be the fact that I am unhappy at my job and do not make the money that I deserve or should
it could be the fact that we are in major debt (ties in with lines 1 and 2) and the economy is going all to hell
it could be the fact that my husband works away all week and is only home on the weekend and I feel like our relationship is straining and going in the wrong direction
it could be the fact that I feel terribly alone most of the time and so very helpless
it could be that i'm finally admitting to a lot of these things that i've been avoiding for months that it's all hitting me just now like a hard blow to the gut
i just want it all to go away
i hate this panicky feeling
i hate the fact that I worry so much about things I have no control over
or how the littlest things lately set me off
i feel and fear that my mind is slipping and i'm going crazy
and i don't know how to fix it
i've been avoiding a lot lately, one has been blogging here, which is bad, as this is where i usually come to rant and get it all out. lately i've been penting it all in
i don't even know where it started or how it all began and i don't even know what to write here
i'm slipping
it could be the fact that i own 2 houses (who the hell has 2 houses?)
it could be the fact that I have people lined up to buy house #2 but we can't seem to work things out with the bank to process this (loooong story)
it could be the fact that I am unhappy at my job and do not make the money that I deserve or should
it could be the fact that we are in major debt (ties in with lines 1 and 2) and the economy is going all to hell
it could be the fact that my husband works away all week and is only home on the weekend and I feel like our relationship is straining and going in the wrong direction
it could be the fact that I feel terribly alone most of the time and so very helpless
it could be that i'm finally admitting to a lot of these things that i've been avoiding for months that it's all hitting me just now like a hard blow to the gut
i just want it all to go away
i hate this panicky feeling
i hate the fact that I worry so much about things I have no control over
or how the littlest things lately set me off
i feel and fear that my mind is slipping and i'm going crazy
and i don't know how to fix it
Monday, September 22, 2008
quikie
yeah, yeah i'm still around
what i've been up to the last 72 hours
6 hrs spent driving to Moncton to board shiteous train 2 Montreal
30 + of those hours spent on a GD train (holy f@*%! I HATE trains) *may get into another day in another post - no promises
10 + hrs spent shopping/walking around Montreal (my feet are TIRED and HURT)
4 hrs at the NKOTB concert = PRICELESSS
*more 2 come later - must sleep now
what i've been up to the last 72 hours
6 hrs spent driving to Moncton to board shiteous train 2 Montreal
30 + of those hours spent on a GD train (holy f@*%! I HATE trains) *may get into another day in another post - no promises
10 + hrs spent shopping/walking around Montreal (my feet are TIRED and HURT)
4 hrs at the NKOTB concert = PRICELESSS
*more 2 come later - must sleep now
Thursday, September 04, 2008
what i've been doing
while my work is freakin crazy leaving me brain fried, dumb and dumber and stressed to the max and wanting to bash my brain against my desk in anger/frustration what does one do with herself?
hmm
i'll tell you what this little girly does
she eats
cuz when i'm stressed/pre-menstrual and battling the red tide i like to freakin eat
popcorn (check)
ice cream (check)
fudge (check), evil lady came by the office today selling it, ate the whole damn box and for your info it was peanut butter & chocolate, so yummy)
french fries (check)
and whilst eating all of this junk what better to do with your time than sit on the couch and watch mindless t.v
gossip girl - new season started monday (check)
90210 - new series launched on tuesday (check)
bones - new season started on wednesday (check)
my stomach is so bloated and full of goobbly gunk that I could probably pass for a lady at least 3 months pregnant. seriously that bad, i'd take a photo but that would further depress me and cause even more stress and further binging
why do I get like this? i'm like a freakin hoover I could just eat and eat
not cool people not cool
and I was supposed to be on a diet
hahahahahhahahahaha
hmm
i'll tell you what this little girly does
she eats
cuz when i'm stressed/pre-menstrual and battling the red tide i like to freakin eat
popcorn (check)
ice cream (check)
fudge (check), evil lady came by the office today selling it, ate the whole damn box and for your info it was peanut butter & chocolate, so yummy)
french fries (check)
and whilst eating all of this junk what better to do with your time than sit on the couch and watch mindless t.v
gossip girl - new season started monday (check)
90210 - new series launched on tuesday (check)
bones - new season started on wednesday (check)
my stomach is so bloated and full of goobbly gunk that I could probably pass for a lady at least 3 months pregnant. seriously that bad, i'd take a photo but that would further depress me and cause even more stress and further binging
why do I get like this? i'm like a freakin hoover I could just eat and eat
not cool people not cool
and I was supposed to be on a diet
hahahahahhahahahaha
Friday, August 22, 2008
totally just jacking off
so it's Friday
and lo and behold it is finally like 30+ degrees here and i'm stuck at work
well as you can see i'm not actually working, sure I have tons of stuff to do but do you think I can make myself do anything productive today. hell no! instead i'm mindlessly surfing and staring out the window at traffic going by, wishing I was poolside.
but no
2 more hours of this people! this has to be the slowest freakin day EVER!!! all I want is to go home, head to the pool (@ my mommie's) and sip on a cold wine cooler or something. sigh and just cuz I want the day to be over it is dragging on and on and on...
sigh
on a positive note though I went to watch Mama Mia last night and let me tell you I freakin loved loved this movie. it was soooo good. I laughed, I cried and I laughed some more. and meryl streep, all I can say is WOW she blew me away, i've never really been a huge fan of her's but I am now. and yes I am a big ABBA fan/lover as I grew up on there music as my mom always listened to there tunes. i have several fond memories of us going on vacay to P.E.I and listening/signing along to ABBA, so this movie truly hit me on a personal level as well. so i'd give it a 5 out of 5 but I am biased.
anyways guess i should pretend to be working again
peace the spork out
and happy friday biatches!!
and lo and behold it is finally like 30+ degrees here and i'm stuck at work
well as you can see i'm not actually working, sure I have tons of stuff to do but do you think I can make myself do anything productive today. hell no! instead i'm mindlessly surfing and staring out the window at traffic going by, wishing I was poolside.
but no
2 more hours of this people! this has to be the slowest freakin day EVER!!! all I want is to go home, head to the pool (@ my mommie's) and sip on a cold wine cooler or something. sigh and just cuz I want the day to be over it is dragging on and on and on...
sigh
on a positive note though I went to watch Mama Mia last night and let me tell you I freakin loved loved this movie. it was soooo good. I laughed, I cried and I laughed some more. and meryl streep, all I can say is WOW she blew me away, i've never really been a huge fan of her's but I am now. and yes I am a big ABBA fan/lover as I grew up on there music as my mom always listened to there tunes. i have several fond memories of us going on vacay to P.E.I and listening/signing along to ABBA, so this movie truly hit me on a personal level as well. so i'd give it a 5 out of 5 but I am biased.
anyways guess i should pretend to be working again
peace the spork out
and happy friday biatches!!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
the weirdest thing just happend...
so I was just sitting here reading blogs when my nose just started bleeding, like, for no apparent reason.
chah, how dare it
anyways....
most times it's cuz i picked it (admit it we all pick our noses) and scratched it or something but today not the case.
it just started gushing out like a freakin tap, everywhere and I could totally feel it running out, so I sort of panicked and started screaming "WHY THE HELL AM I BLEEDING!" and "I'M BLEEDING TO DEATH!!" whilst searching for some GD Kleenex (which seems to be missing, so I opted for TP instead, and I may mention, why the hell is that stuff so hard to get off the roll when you are in a hurry??)
anyways
it was all over my hands and still gushing after I found Kleenex and applied the proper "pinching technique" that the hubs instructed I do, which, well, obviously worked cuz i'm not bleeding to death
but still
how traumatic was that??
i'm not usually grossed out by blood but to see my own coming out so freaking fast....
not cool
anyways, I had to get that out of the system and now I have to go get the hubs who has decided to take my yoga ball (which I never use) and make it a play toy for the dogs. so I must get it back
peace out
chah, how dare it
anyways....
most times it's cuz i picked it (admit it we all pick our noses) and scratched it or something but today not the case.
it just started gushing out like a freakin tap, everywhere and I could totally feel it running out, so I sort of panicked and started screaming "WHY THE HELL AM I BLEEDING!" and "I'M BLEEDING TO DEATH!!" whilst searching for some GD Kleenex (which seems to be missing, so I opted for TP instead, and I may mention, why the hell is that stuff so hard to get off the roll when you are in a hurry??)
anyways
it was all over my hands and still gushing after I found Kleenex and applied the proper "pinching technique" that the hubs instructed I do, which, well, obviously worked cuz i'm not bleeding to death
but still
how traumatic was that??
i'm not usually grossed out by blood but to see my own coming out so freaking fast....
not cool
anyways, I had to get that out of the system and now I have to go get the hubs who has decided to take my yoga ball (which I never use) and make it a play toy for the dogs. so I must get it back
peace out
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
still here?
yup, i'm still kicking (albeit not that enthusiastically), and i have been reading/visiting everyone's blogs
I haven't felt like much of anything of late
the weather has been crap for about 4 weeks now, pretty much rain, rain and oh yeah, more rain
which makes me sleepy, irritable and a whole lot of crankiness - and also asking where the hell did my summer go??
and I thought you wouldn't want to read all that here
i've got nothing, everything is just "meh"
not even the Olympics can get me excited
so i may or may not post again for awhile
I haven't felt like much of anything of late
the weather has been crap for about 4 weeks now, pretty much rain, rain and oh yeah, more rain
which makes me sleepy, irritable and a whole lot of crankiness - and also asking where the hell did my summer go??
and I thought you wouldn't want to read all that here
i've got nothing, everything is just "meh"
not even the Olympics can get me excited
so i may or may not post again for awhile
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