Saturday, February 26, 2011

busy busy flea flea

I haven't forgotten you my dear old blog, i've just been, well, umm busy to say the least. Since I started school back in January (which seems like a lifetime ago), life has become an utter whirlwind. My life consists of school, homework, more school, spending time with my daughter whom I can't help but feel that i'm also neglecting - its that hardcore. I keep telling myself that it is only temporary and it will be worth it in the end but it is exhausting.
I have no clue what i'm running on anymore - i'm that tired
but strangely i'm happy
this is what i'm meant to do, it feels so right
just wish I would've done it years ago when I thought of it and was just to chicken to do it. would have still been hard i'm sure but at least it would've been number one priority where as now that is my daughter. not saying that I wish I hadn't had her (never in a million years would I take that back) but just sayin. ya know?
probably not making much sense, again, i'm sleep deprived people cut me some slack
just thought I would post a quick update for anyone out there that still reads or cares - i am still alive, and doing alright :P