Holy Fucking Time Warp Batman!

ok, ok I realize I now suck at blogging, I get it but i've been a tad busy with this other thing called the life of a mom (whose little baby bundle of joy of yesterday is no more...sob..she's freakin 2 1/2 soon to be 3!!! OMFG!!) and also throw in on top of being a new "mommy" (I still can't get used to that idea..) I've been on a whirlwind journey of being a (gasp) student again!

I know, excuses, excuses but with homework and all life's other crap, time as a way of well creeping by and before you know it your 2 year course/run is almost up (only roughly 4 months left starting in Sept). pretty freakin scary if you ask me.

When I think back to first starting out I'm amazed by how far I have come and how much I have grown and changed as a person. And I am this close to fullfill my corny dream of becoming a nurse.

Like. Whoa.

I'm not one to dream big, set goals, all that positive outlook crap but I must say i'm pretty proud of myself (yes i'm tooting my own horn a bit).

Pretty freakin cool.

ok enough of that crap.

what else is new in my world you may ask. Well we sadly, had to put one of our German Shepards down back in April (I think, again time is funny and I can't keep shit straight). It was very hard to say goodbye to our Zoey girl and I still miss her. They truly become a part of your life and a member of the family and it leaves such a big empty hole in my heart. and now i'm all teary and crying. ok guess it's time to sign off considering i've been up now for roughly 17 hrs straight. Did I mention I started working a few 12 hr shifts! man are they ever rough!....

ok, over and out

pps. I still love to read my regular reads (WC, MJ, Beth to name a few...love you guys!)