Monday, September 17, 2007

tip of the tongue

tired..oh so tired
hungry (all the time)
nervous wreck...

just to name a few, i sum it up best by referring to myself as a cracked plate/pot whatever, it can only go so long before it finally cracks and man i so feel like i'm getting near there. i was almost at this point a month ago whilst at the other job i hated, mind you i don't quite hate this one as much (yet) but i can't help thinking what the hell am i doing and this is sooo not for me. but what is exactly?


but that's what i'm itching/dying to know

i just know i want out of this job (yet again!), what's wrong with me? i just wish someone can fix things and find me the right job, which, by the way i have never found, sure i thought i was happy in a few i had but really i wasn't. so what's the answer? back to school? can't afford it, plain and simple & don't want a student loan coming out my ass forever, and ever...

guess i just have to put my big girl panties on and get over it, just don't know how

and sadly the only thing i enjoy lately is watching re-runs of the OC on much music...


nope, things aren't any better here


Swishy said...

Ohhhhh, Flea! I am so sorry. I know how miserable that can be. I hope it gets better soon!

Ben O. said...

Hey, at least they aren't grandmommy panties yet.

That's something . . .

Ben O.

flea said...

swishy - chanks, me too, although nothing has changed...happy thoughts!!!

ben o - tee hee!! that's true...thank god for that :P