so i deleted my post about taking a break, who am i kidding i can't take a break from here, sure I can go a few weeks without posting but to leave that post on here was just sort of eating away at me, so it's gone and i'm moving on
my mental state of mind still isn't anywhere near 100% but i'm doing ok
i had a mini meltdown last week which I think helped a lot
still don't have another job lined up and only have 1 more week of work left before the whole business is closed for good. i'm still coming to terms with all of this and almost feel like i've had a death in the family as i'm truly going to miss my fellow co-workers and hurt for them as they are also going to be un-employed like me in a tough economy right now and hardly any jobs available in our area. it's just truly heartbreaking
but i am coming to terms with it all, being here with only 1 other admin and seeing the furniture being taken away, all the pictures off the walls it's just so empty, quiet but it's closure
which is something
as i sit here looking out my office window I can see the town crew getting ready for our annual yearly Victorian Christmas (at this point I don't even want to think of Christmas) and midnight madness which I feel they put on waaaay to early but that is a topic for another day
peace out
2 comments:
Sometimes meltdowns are totally cathartic, so if you feel better after one, I am glad to hear it! I'm so sorry this is happening, though, especially at this time of year. Chin up; I know you're a survivor.
I think meltdowns can be good too....get it out and then move on. Times are tough now, but I believe you can do it flea!!!
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