not sure which childhood show that's from, but it's been going through my brain today...
so i'm off to visit my sissy tomorrow, flying by myself for the 1st time and i'm sort of terrified in a way...i'm pretty sure i'll be fine but still as you know most things being done for the 1st time is scary as you aren't quite sure what to expect. i just hope i don't get lost in the Montreal airport or that some french dude doesn't kidnap me and keep me locked up in his basement for months and all my family will think that i'm dead when i'm not....and yeah i have to much time on my hands lately.
i also can't seem to stop eating. mind you that's probably due to the fact that i'm an emotional eater and i did suffer from pms but i just can't stop. which makes me sort of glad that i didn't buy potato chips that i liked, or popcorn....i'm hoping this will go away while i'm visiting my sissy.
i've applied for 2 jobs, and heard nothing and i'm trying very hard to stay positive but things frankly seem sort of grim. i'm tired of being a "receptionist" and hate the thought of starting at the bottom again, so thoughts of going back to school are running through my head.....which technically really isn't possible as we have bills and so forth so i'm terribly confused and don't know where to start or begin. so i'm hoping my week away i can just relax and de-stress and enjoy time with my sissy.
the good news though is my car is now fixed and will hopefully run another few months
that's all i got
peace the spork out, i may or may not post while i'm away :0)