Monday, May 14, 2007

turn about

so umm you know how in my wishes post i wanted my employer to give me a raise and just say thanks.....well they said thanks alright, me and 2 other employees were laid off thursday morning and basically had to pack up our things after the "news" and get the heck out of there.

to say that i'm shocked, hurt, angry is an understatement. i feel like i've been sucker punched and stabbed in the back. mind you i'm not getting into all the details here and it's a long story and i'm trying (it's now 4 days later) very hard to not think about it, and to let it all go and start over but it's really, really hard. i'm so bitter and resentful and i just would like to know why, yeah they gave us a reason but i think it was a bullshit one. it's very hard to not take this sort of thing personally, and as i stated before i am an emotional person and of course i take it personally. i have also wondered or contemplated "conspiracy therories", like how long have they been planing this and it has been sort of different since i wen't on my trip....just things like that, that are slowing driving me insane...

but as of today

Done

it's a new start

whether i find another job or just go on un-employment and take the summer of, i don't care, it's in fate's/god's hands now and what will be will be

sorry i haven't kept up with everyone's comments and or blog's lately but i usally blog from work and it's hard to get in the habit of blogging at home, but i hope to catch up!

8 comments:

Mo said...

Oh hun, I'm so so sorry about this. I'll be thinking of you. I say you take the summer off and enjoy yourself. You deserve it!

Beth said...

awww. flea baby, that totally sucks balls!!!

but look at the bright side, you can now blog from home in your underwear and no one will ever know!

sorry, that sucks.

Swishy said...

That SUCKS. I am really sorry. It is THEIR LOSS!

Wandering Coyote said...

Oh, those buggers! I'm so sorry to hear this, Flea. I'd take the EI option and take your time looking around for something good. Hang in there!!

Nelly said...

OMG! That totally sucks! I would be pissed off too! Not enough to go postal or anything, but I'd be totally PISSED!

Scottsdale Girl said...

Lay offs suck and although I don't know the company or sitch, I would not take it personally.

If I could live on unemployment for the summer that is totally what I would do.

flea said...

just like to thank everyone for there comments, it helps to have pps relate/care!!

Chels-Puddle Jumper said...

Sorry to read about your news. Just remember, when one door closes another one opens. Maybe your next job will be something where you are more appreciated and enjoy a lot more! Wishing you the best!