i'm so tired of being the nice guy and having people walk all over me and be shit on
i'm tired of not being paid enough for what I do, and for doing 4 jobs in 1
i'm tired of having people be snarky/cranky/snappy with me and making me feel "small" and stupid
i'm tired of being the admin ass of the office and having to run all over town doing "errands"
so why can't I stand up for myself?
why can't I take charge and say hey you, I want more money or else
cuz i'm a wuss that's why
and I live in a black hole where if I said that they would say hit the road jack, we can find someone who would be more than happy with what we pay you
jobs are few and far between and i have no choice but to sit and take the shit and enjoy the ride