I promised myself that I would do better with posting but finding it hard to come up with something that people would want to read or just something at all to write.
I'm sure none of you want to hear about me breast pumping my boobs and feeling like a jersey cow - MOO!
or how I have been peed on (FYI - cheap diapers SUCK and LEAK like a mofo) & puked on
or how I will just randomly babble in baby talk to myself even when miss lily is no where in sight
can you say mommy brain
and i'm also doing things that I swore up and down BEFORE I had a child that I would never do when I became a parent.
case in point: sleeping in the same bed
I watched/heard other people battle with their screaming child (toddler), in fact I think they probably still sleep with them but anyways, I swore I would never do this, that they had their own bed and blah blah blah. well, never say never because it is the simplest, most convenient thing to do and sometimes when you are breastfeeding and severely tired you just can't help dozing off for a few minutes and then next thing you know it's an hour later, your boob is still hanging out and the baby is zonked out cold and your like OMG WHERE THE HELL AM I!? and you wipe off the drool, scoop up the baby put her in her crib and fall back into a dead sleep and faguely remember doing all that the next day. and then other times it is the only, ONLY way they will go to sleep. and then there are other times that its just nice to have a cozy nap together in the afternoon. I am so going to have a screaming toddler aren't I? or am I over thinking all of this??
i'm sure I had more things listed in my head at one time but sadly they have left my one track brain (probably to never return) so I guess I am moving on to other topics.
I am missing Boston Rob BIG time from Survivor, in fact I even shed a tear when he was kicked off. boo. and it's just not the same any more.
YAY! for Glee finally being back on
and yes it is pathetic that my life revolves around t.v. in fact I think that is the only thing keeping me a little sane....
and alas i'm out of words. over and out