this month is going way to fast for my liking
and why is it you have a couple of "up" days and you just think wow i'm almost feeling pretty good and back to normal (whatever normal is) and then you discover or find something that just sets you into a total tailspin. yeah that just happened and it sucks! now i'm in full blown panic mode and my brain will just not quit spinning.
in other news, I went back to work and did two shifts last weekend and I survived and actually sort of enjoyed myself. baby girl did well too I still hate leaving her but what can you do....
tree is up and decorated and i'm actually channelling the Christmas spirit this year (well I was) only 2 more weeks!
less than a month before I start school (eek!), i'm terrified and excited and nervous as hell. just hope that I like it and that it will all work out
so much to do before then and I'm dreading buying school supplies (uck)
and that's really all that is new
busy busy busy
tis the season