i got nothing new really, just thought i would report that i'm still alive.
it's still bloody hot, humid, sticky
my job still blows goats
still having no luck what-so-ever finding a new job
i can't believe tomorrow is the last day of July, where the hell did the summer go? and yes it's pretty much over once August hits..sorry but it's true
i've also yet to start my diet. boo! :( so lazy is me
and that's about all really. that and what a neglectful blogger i've been. shame, shame on me i must catch up and visit you all.
peace out :P
Monday, July 30, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
more ranting and whining
i'm tired
hot
cranky
achy
smelly, sweaty and greasy
sunburned
bloated
oh
and if i find one more bloody zit on any part of my body i'm going to scream!!
did i mention i'm extremely tired
i'm so going to bed now
peace out :P
hot
cranky
achy
smelly, sweaty and greasy
sunburned
bloated
oh
and if i find one more bloody zit on any part of my body i'm going to scream!!
did i mention i'm extremely tired
i'm so going to bed now
peace out :P
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
magic lamp
so i am totally ripping this from beth over at 'blind as a bat" (check her out if you haven't, LOVE her!!), anyways it's a 3 wish type deal so here goes.....
1) to learn yoga/meditate, i know it's a lame wish but with all my inner turmoil of late I could really use some of this right now...better yet make that into me having a "personal trainer/yoga master" at my every beck and call
2) a shoe closet the size of half my house, ok no wait bigger! with every possible shoe imaginable, heels, boots, flip flops, sneakers, dressy, casual, you name it it would be in this closet
3) and lastly i would wish for my own tropical island, with a huge fantastic fabulous house, where i can run away too or live all year round as i've somehow come into money, or invented some object or thing that made me lots of money so i don't have to work. note that I did not wish for money even though i wanted too :P
1) to learn yoga/meditate, i know it's a lame wish but with all my inner turmoil of late I could really use some of this right now...better yet make that into me having a "personal trainer/yoga master" at my every beck and call
2) a shoe closet the size of half my house, ok no wait bigger! with every possible shoe imaginable, heels, boots, flip flops, sneakers, dressy, casual, you name it it would be in this closet
3) and lastly i would wish for my own tropical island, with a huge fantastic fabulous house, where i can run away too or live all year round as i've somehow come into money, or invented some object or thing that made me lots of money so i don't have to work. note that I did not wish for money even though i wanted too :P
Monday, July 16, 2007
where is everyone at?
so i've noticed that not so many pps are out and about writing in the blogging world lately (myself included), why is that? is blogger becoming a fading fad, what with facebook and other outlets. or is it simply because it's summertime and everyone is out enjoying life, warm weather and even cooler beer (or in my case a rum & coke)?
in other news, i seem to be going through something. i'm just so confused, emotional, depressed that i can hardly think straight. needless to say i need to do a lot of soul searching but can't/won't take the time to reflect. i'm cranky, tired, and could cry at the drop of a hat and i want to just pull the covers up over my head and make it all go away, but, alas we can't run from our probelms and until i get the guts up to face this head on, i'm not going to be a happy camper
other than that i've got nothing. i just wanted to write for the sake of blogging.
over and out, i need to make my rounds and visit ya'll :P
in other news, i seem to be going through something. i'm just so confused, emotional, depressed that i can hardly think straight. needless to say i need to do a lot of soul searching but can't/won't take the time to reflect. i'm cranky, tired, and could cry at the drop of a hat and i want to just pull the covers up over my head and make it all go away, but, alas we can't run from our probelms and until i get the guts up to face this head on, i'm not going to be a happy camper
other than that i've got nothing. i just wanted to write for the sake of blogging.
over and out, i need to make my rounds and visit ya'll :P
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
pooped out
ok, not "literally", like gross
i mean like tired, only i didn't want to write that cuz pooped just sounds better, ya know? ok, perhaps i'm weird whatev, anyways all this driving for work is tiring me the hell out, and my poor baby luv car that i've had for ever has HAS to be on it's last leg is somehow keeping up with it all (you just watch it will totally break down or something will happen now that i say that). i normally like to drive, i'm always the one that drives if and when we go somewhere together (hardly ever), but DAMN driving All day (well not exactly all day, i'm in and out and going from one stop to the next and driving 1 hr to get there...) is hard on a person, my back hurts, my feet hurt from walkin in heels (i refuse to wear ugly shoes) and it's HOT as hell cuz my air conditioner died like 4 years ago and i'm to cheap to fix it
and i'm still stressing about this freakin job, should i quit, should i stay
back and forth and back and forth
i'm already putting way to much pressure on myself and my anxiety level has to be sky high which is not a good thing for me mentally. i'm half wishing i would've took the summer off, drawn un-employment but no, i took the 1st job i was offered, and i so shouldn't do that the "what if's" but i do. i also wish another job would magically appear, like, now, but sadly there's limited jobs here. i need to quit this cuz i'm driving my self insane and probably making myself sick with worry in the process but you know how if you were addicted to crack and you wanted to quit it, it's something like that. ok. perhaps not that drastic but it's hard for me. i'm a worry wort through and through which has been passed down thru the generations and it's not going to go away over night
that's my rant for the night, i'm going to bed, taking my pooped ass to bed, say thank you
i mean like tired, only i didn't want to write that cuz pooped just sounds better, ya know? ok, perhaps i'm weird whatev, anyways all this driving for work is tiring me the hell out, and my poor baby luv car that i've had for ever has HAS to be on it's last leg is somehow keeping up with it all (you just watch it will totally break down or something will happen now that i say that). i normally like to drive, i'm always the one that drives if and when we go somewhere together (hardly ever), but DAMN driving All day (well not exactly all day, i'm in and out and going from one stop to the next and driving 1 hr to get there...) is hard on a person, my back hurts, my feet hurt from walkin in heels (i refuse to wear ugly shoes) and it's HOT as hell cuz my air conditioner died like 4 years ago and i'm to cheap to fix it
and i'm still stressing about this freakin job, should i quit, should i stay
back and forth and back and forth
i'm already putting way to much pressure on myself and my anxiety level has to be sky high which is not a good thing for me mentally. i'm half wishing i would've took the summer off, drawn un-employment but no, i took the 1st job i was offered, and i so shouldn't do that the "what if's" but i do. i also wish another job would magically appear, like, now, but sadly there's limited jobs here. i need to quit this cuz i'm driving my self insane and probably making myself sick with worry in the process but you know how if you were addicted to crack and you wanted to quit it, it's something like that. ok. perhaps not that drastic but it's hard for me. i'm a worry wort through and through which has been passed down thru the generations and it's not going to go away over night
that's my rant for the night, i'm going to bed, taking my pooped ass to bed, say thank you
Friday, July 06, 2007
Friday Five
finally a post where i don't bitch, whine and complain....hahahaha ok so that's not really all that funny, and trust me i'm sure i'll be back to my regular whine all too soon
anyways, Happy Friday!!!
and seeings how i haven't done one of these in FOREVER! i'm way over due
5 fav songs of the moment:
Enrique Iglesias - Do you know (the ping pong song) LUV THIS!! & he's hot
Eve - Tambourine
Maroon 5 - Makes me wonder
and the last two i'm almost ashamed to admit i like, but i so do!!
Hilary Duff - Stranger (watch the video, the duffster is all grown up and working the belly dancin)
Good Charlotte - Dance floor anthem, oh god i can't believe i just admitted to liking Good Charlotte....what's the world coming too??
anyways, Happy Friday!!!
and seeings how i haven't done one of these in FOREVER! i'm way over due
5 fav songs of the moment:
Enrique Iglesias - Do you know (the ping pong song) LUV THIS!! & he's hot
Eve - Tambourine
Maroon 5 - Makes me wonder
and the last two i'm almost ashamed to admit i like, but i so do!!
Hilary Duff - Stranger (watch the video, the duffster is all grown up and working the belly dancin)
Good Charlotte - Dance floor anthem, oh god i can't believe i just admitted to liking Good Charlotte....what's the world coming too??
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
can somebody tell me...
why i'm such a push over?
why don't i like my new job?
why am i missing my old job?
why do i procrastinate so?
why do i hate getting groceries? or better yet..
why do i always pick the slowest freaking lane?
why do i have low self esteem?
why can't i be more positive, and not so negative?
why i've been such a neglectful blogger?
why i can't keep my hands off my face, hence, major zits and greasy face, but i still can't stop touching it!!??
why all of a sudden do i now mind the heat when i used to love it?
why do i constantly compare myself to others?
why is it we can never seem to get ahead?
why is there always a "project" or "repairs" that need to be done?
why do i get such brutal painful headaches that aren't quite a migraine but man they knock me down and out?
why can't i just be happy and content?
why can't i seem to get motivated and start that diet i was supposed to start months ago?
why can't we go back in time to re-do things?
why can't we have sunshine and lollipops everyday?
why don't i like my new job?
why am i missing my old job?
why do i procrastinate so?
why do i hate getting groceries? or better yet..
why do i always pick the slowest freaking lane?
why do i have low self esteem?
why can't i be more positive, and not so negative?
why i've been such a neglectful blogger?
why i can't keep my hands off my face, hence, major zits and greasy face, but i still can't stop touching it!!??
why all of a sudden do i now mind the heat when i used to love it?
why do i constantly compare myself to others?
why is it we can never seem to get ahead?
why is there always a "project" or "repairs" that need to be done?
why do i get such brutal painful headaches that aren't quite a migraine but man they knock me down and out?
why can't i just be happy and content?
why can't i seem to get motivated and start that diet i was supposed to start months ago?
why can't we go back in time to re-do things?
why can't we have sunshine and lollipops everyday?
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