i am going insane with boredom
I tell you the days are really, really long sometimes. I mean a person can only nap so much. believe me I am tired, cuz sleep and I are no longer friends, I do well to get an hour at a time through the night but lately I cannot seem to sleep through the day and naps and I used to be very good friends indeed
but not no more
my mind is constantly racing with things to do
like packing my bag for the hospital (which is practically done other than the last minute stuff that I use every day)
or cleaning out that hallway closet with all the "junk" in it, cuz who knows when I will ever get to that once baby is here
or should I bake some cookies, that would kill a half hour and hello cookie dough!
or there is always my dogs looking at me all sad and depressed like "hello, pay attention to me, take me for a walk, something, anything??" when was the last time I paid them attention?
then there is also the growing pile of pregnancy books that I have yet to read, i've got 3 or 4 on the go
yes there is tons for me to do
but I literally get tired in like 5 minutes
and I can't stand on my feet too long, because they are swollen and hurt like hell so I've been going in small little bursts of 15 minute cleaning sprees with several hour intervals in between.
i'm sick of the t.v (we too used to be best of friends), sick of the Internet (esp. crackbook which I seem to check every 5 minutes with nothing ever changing)
i'm just soooo bored
sure in 6 months I will probably look back at this and think, you freaking crazy crackwhore what the hell were you complaining about, enjoy the peace and quiet while you can! i'm on my 7th week of being home, not working with only the rare outing or two a week. a person can only take so much.
in other news I received my h1n1 vaccine on Monday so we can all breathe a sigh of relief (for now)
also I am now 4 weeks away from my due date
how freakin scary is that?!