O.C. Shocker

wow, i'm speechless after last night's episode, like i knew that there had been rumours going around that Mischa Barton (below) wanted to leave the show but like OMG!

i'm sorry for anyone who hasn't seen the show yet so major SPOILER alert ahead

so the show was all about the gangs (the gang consists of Ryan, Seth, Summer and Marissa) graduation, lot's of laughs, lot's of reflections on what all they have been thru and it was very upbeat and happy, so i knew that something fishy was going to happen but man did they ever pull one over

so at the very end Marissa is going to leave Newport to go live with her dad for a year and travel around on a sailing boat thru the greek islands and everyone has said there good byes and her and Ryan are going to the airport, the reason behind this is because Marissa was the first person Ryan saw when he arrived in Newport and Marissa wanted him to be the last person she saw as she was leaving Newport....make sennse? probably not. anyways.

so they are headed for the airport driving along when Volcheck (marissa's ex) rams them from behind in a van (he had been drinking and wen't all pyscho after he lost marissa) and is trying to run them off the road for them to pull over, eventually they come apon this construction site and end up being "rammed" off the road over an embankment going end over end (my mouth at this point is hanging wide open) and then land upside down on a road below where they were a second ago. Ryan wakes up bout a minute after and breaks the window to get out, goes around the car and tries to wake Marissa up which doesn't happen, he then notices that the fuel line is leaking and sparking flames so he pulls her out (right before it explodes of course) and is carrying here away from the car (which i forgot to mention was a gift from his "real" mom), and if your a true O.C. fan you knew that they were mirrioring the eposode where Marissa OD'd in Mexico and Ryan had to carry here back to the hotel.....anyways i'm so sidetracked right now...

back to the current show and he's carrying her and stops ~ i should note that the makeup crew did one hell of a job as she truly looked like she had been in a car crash, she was bleeding from the head, pasty white complexion and she was just so limp and she kinda comes too and sees Ryan and he's like "i gotta get help" and she's like "no, stay.....stay" and she's coming in and out of conceiousness and she's actually gurgling, you know how people just sound when they die and i'm like NO! omg no! and then they get playing that stuipid halleluja (which always makes me cry) and flash back to when Ryan first arrived in Newport and see's marissa standing at the curb as him & sandy drive by then they flash back (still playing that damn song, the tears are rolling now....) and she comes to one last time and then that's it she's gone and then they flash back one more time and show her standing on the curb with the sun setting behind her and ryan is looking back at her and SHE'S SO DEAD! like omg i can't belive they just did THAT and it ended just. like. that. like wtf!?

HOLY OLE MUFF!!!

and i was so upset by all of this last night (and obiviousily today) and it's just a stupid show but it really bothered me. mabye it was the whole car accident thing and i think it just reminded me of Lisa (who died in a car crash) or something but i was really, really and still am upset.

or mabye it's just cause it's that time of the month

my husband refuses to believe that she is dead, he thinks it's all a plot to snag people in to watch next season but from what i've read online today it sounds legit

so what are they going to do next season? follow Catlin around? whom i do not like at all. all the other people in the show are going off to college.......

i just don't know what else to say i guess and i'll leave it at that. i just needed to rant someplace as i'm so shocked

anyways, peace out :)