Well it's offical, the Program Officer (PO) position has been filled and this guy is supposed to start work on March 1.
Lovely, I knew deep down that my gut was right and i'm glad that I was at least semi prepared for this. On the positive side they are trying to arrange it so that this guy gets like 2-3 weeks of orientation which means that I would get to hang around a little longer than just two weeks, the only problem is they don't know if this is approved yet or not, another "lovely" fits here ~ just fucking shoot me now and get it over with.
My supervisor was extremely nice though and said that if they could keep me instead of some other workers things would be great, but still that means no job for me ~sob~ i don't know what the hell to think or to do. I have been applying for positions every now and then but nothing, nadda, silch. And I really really really hate going on un-employment but I probably won't have any other choice, and I just don't know how the 2 of us will get buy both being on EI. If it was a month from now it wouldn't be a big deal as he ususally gets sent back in early April. Now i'm really fretting and down, happy thoughts
At least it's fucking Valentines Day - stupid fucking holiday
stupid fucking life
supid fucking job
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck