no more monkeys jumpin on the bed

you know i would really like to have a pet monkey not the fugly ones but the cute ones like what Ross had on friends or one that looked like curious george. you could teach them tricks and better yet teach them to do mundane things that you don't want to like pick up stuff that you don't want to bend over and pick up or better yet teach it to fetch you beer and snacks from the kitchen when you are say in the middle of a good show or movie....yeah wouldn't that just be the greatest??

these last few weeks i have wanted nothing more than to run from my work place kicking and screaming and throwing a Grande Royle of all 2 year old temper tantrums. i am severally frustrated with my work or i should say frustrated at myself for putting myself in this situation, i should have been a good girl in high school got good grades, focused on my school work and really worked hard. but no. i hated school, hated studying and basically just fucked off my high school years and if i would've just smartened the heck up i could've graduated with scholarships went off to college and got a degree in something and graduated in 4 years and making good money right now. but no. instead i worked for a couple of years (in retail), went to community college to become an administrative assistant (heck anything was better than retail at this point) and now 5 years later here i sit (well not actually working at the moment but that's besides the point) making shit ass for money and i am SICK to death of this job! i've had enough of answering the fucking phone, i've had enough of doing people's crap that they are to damn lazy to do themselves. i've just had IT! so i tell my "supervisor" that i want more like months ago and they have given me more but now there is a possibility of new position opening up and come to find out there not so big on the idea of promoting me as i'm to "pleasant" and "friendly" with the customers! well fuck you! if they hire someone else above me i am going to be severally pissed, like beyond pissed and more importantly hurt as from day one when they first interviewed me i expressed that i did not, DID NOT want to stay at this level for ever and ever as i hate it and as each day goes on knowing this tid bit of information which i'm still not 100% sure on you nobody has said anything fer sure but you know how you just get those feelings sometimes, well yeah i have this feeling that they are going to screw me over. so just to prove a point i am now being rude to everyone....no i'm not really well mabye not quite as friendly as i would normally be.

course i've been a little on edge lately anyways, and mabye a tad bit paranoid

~sigh ~

so i finally had to break down and ask my dr. to put me back on anxiety/panic disorder medication as i just have not been myself like the past month and it's funny how i knew my triggers were being set off but yet how i ignored them

so hopefully no more miss crabby pants (my husband has taken the brunt of my anger/anxiety/stressed out issues, poor bastard), no no more late nights of restless sleep, no more fretting/worrying about things i cannot control i'm hoping this drug just mellows me the hell out, i don't think i ever remember being this wound up and it's not just one thing it's like at least 5 things that are really wigging me out (the work thing being like one of the highest)

on the positive side of things i am taking not 1 but 2 vacation days next week to go on a major shopping trip to Kittery, Maine to hit up the outlet stores, despite the fact that none of us have any money to shop with were going anyways and i think it's just what i need to un-wind and de-stress

gotta luv the happy endorfens one gets while shopping :0 )

what i need right NOW

&

thank you god it is freaking FRIDAY

20 minutes and counting before i blow this joint

i have never ever, EVER wanted a drink as badly as i do right now, and no i'm not an alcoholic, at least i never thought i was. although this past week it's all i can really think about and the only thing that brings me any sort of "happiness" that just makes me feel all warm and giddy inside. is that so wrong?

and no i don't really want to talk about why i'm so stressed as it will just bring my blood pressure even higher what with all the bloody car repairs, job related issues, mortgage frustrations i would just rather not go there. so instead my friends i would like to know what's your favorite alcoholic beverage?

and oh yeah happy freakin friday

"M" meme

so i've been tagged, sort of by Barry who so kindly left a comment a couple of posts ago. so i guess this is a letter meme (apparantly meme stands for it's all about me as in me me....)

anyways i've been tagged with the letter "M" and i guess you are supposed to list 10 words beginning with this letter and state what they mean to you or just whatever comes to mind. i'm not officially tagging anyone but anyone wanting to play let me know and i'll assign you your letter!

so here goes my 10 meme's for the letter M

Muff - as in holy ole muff! this is one of my favorite sayings when i just can't believe what someone just said or when something take's me by surprize. or it could also be, you know that fashion accessory that us canucks or russian people wear in the winter time that is made from rabbit fur to warm your hands in, or i could also stand for.......well you know.......down there ~wink wink~

Muffin - whenever i think of muffin's i think of strawberry shortcake the cartoon for some reason wasn't there a character that had a muffin head?? i could be completely wrong fer sure but i always think of this or a big ass blueberry muffin..................mmmmmmmmmmm

Money - how could i not think of this when assigned the letter M. i always sing that stupid song you know where they scream "money, money, money .....MONEY!!!" i have issues i know. or i also often thing K-ching! but mostly i never, ever very rarely have money so these instances hardly ever occur

Mole - moley mole! MOLE! classic scene from Austin Powers. i actually have quite a few moles myself (none on my face though thankfully)

Music - ah, the world just wouldn't be the same if we no longer had music. i'm pretty much open to all kinds of music except for country, i cannot stand the twangy, whiny sounds of country music. bout the only country music that i can stand is the more pop sounding artists like Shania, and the Dixie Chicks

Matilda - this is a weird one for me. i rememeber a history class or something where they played us "waltzing Matilda" which is a famous "old" song from Austraila and for some reason it just stuck with me and of course cuttie pie Heath Ledger & his fiance Michelle Williams (these two are so cute together!) recently named there little girl Matilda

Magneto - as in the evil villian from the X men. i so want to see this last installment of the series as it looks amazing and well Ian McLellan is just a phenomanal actor he's one of my favorite mutants to (i always like the bad guys)

Magenta - as in the vibrant color magenta. i luv this color and i think if i was to ever become a porn star/stripper i would seriousily half consider using this as a "stage" name ~ like sound it out really slow " ma gent and then ahhhhhhhhh" now say it fast Magenta!

Munchies - nothing gets you more than these after smoking some of the happy weed or when it's that time of the month. i almost always fall victim to the munchies when i'm suffering from PMS and i will just eat and eat and eat some more until i feel ill. just munch munch munch all nite long, i'm going to munch munch munch while i sing this song............ok i can't think of any more words to this little song diddy of mine

Maddox - as in Angelina Jolie's adopted son Maddox, isn't he just the cutest little boy? and i really am quite growing to like this name. mabye some day i'll use it to name one of my "potential" children some day. and can you believe how lucky this kid is? to be adopted by a rich famous women from poor Cambodia and be spoiled rotten with toys, gadgets and clothes! so not fair! can't some rich person adopt me??

hope you enjoyed & feel free to participate just ask me for a letter!

c'mon you can do it!!

my latest guilty pleasure

aren't these just the cutest?? i'm so in love!!!! and there mine all MINE!

(EVIL laughter ensues)

Idol Finale....who really cares??

so the big Idol Finale is on tonight and i ask myself am i really the only person left that doesn't give a rat's ass who wins this season?

I mean jeez, really the guy who would've been the only album i would've went out and bought was booted off 2 episode's ago. well obiviousily someone out there still cares as they still get millions apon millions of viewers (myself included) but i'm not really sure why i still watch as with each show i get more and more irritated with the way this show is produced/run. i'm beginning to wonder if somehow it is rigged or mabye it is all just becomming more and more predictable as this is what season 5 now and i'm positive there will be a season 6 as they are just making to much money not to. but when is enough enough?

so in my typical blog fashion here is my run down of the two finalists left.....are u excited?? cause i'm like so excited (not)......

here goes


oi, where to start with Taylor Hicks. Simon predicted at the beginning of this season that he would not, absoletely in no way make it to the finals or win this season........seems kinda ironic or mabye "predictable" that he is acutally in the final two now don't you think? oh well, what do i know? and if this guy says "soul patrol" while pumping his fist one more damn time i am seriousily going to lose it. i should create some sort of drinking game as i'm sure by the end of the show i would really have a good buzz on mabye i would enjoy him better if i was loaded....hmmm this may be an idea. sigh. he just irritates the crap out of me. can't he stand still for more than 2 seconds? give him some ritlan pronto ~ PLEASE ~ he's not to bad when he sings the slower songs and he's actually standing STILL but would i buy his album? no, then again the only idol to ever win that i've bought there music has been Kelly so what does that really say. nothing i guess

ah Katherine McPhee when this show first started i really liked you and was rooting for you (i still am actually) but along the way you started irritating me. perhaps it is the way you portray yourself as a sex kitten what with all the fun flirty looks, the struts across the stage, your girating performance on the floor a couple of weeks ago, the incident with your skirt coming undone........it just goes on and on and vocally you just have been hit & miss with me. last weeks performance of R. Kelly's "i believe i can fly" was horrid but then you come back and win me over again with "somewhere over the rainbow" which was so beautiful, why can't you just be consistantly good? either way you really need to put your game face on tonight and bring it as i believe Mr. Hicks is the favorite to win, as much as i hate to say it

so whose my pick to win it this year......

i should put my money on Taylor but i'm going to root for the underdog and pick Katherine to win, that is if she's on top of her game tonight & i just hate Taylor and do not, NOT want him to win although i'm sure he will

there you have it ~ until the next idol

i'm out

O.C. Shocker

wow, i'm speechless after last night's episode, like i knew that there had been rumours going around that Mischa Barton (below) wanted to leave the show but like OMG!

i'm sorry for anyone who hasn't seen the show yet so major SPOILER alert ahead

so the show was all about the gangs (the gang consists of Ryan, Seth, Summer and Marissa) graduation, lot's of laughs, lot's of reflections on what all they have been thru and it was very upbeat and happy, so i knew that something fishy was going to happen but man did they ever pull one over

so at the very end Marissa is going to leave Newport to go live with her dad for a year and travel around on a sailing boat thru the greek islands and everyone has said there good byes and her and Ryan are going to the airport, the reason behind this is because Marissa was the first person Ryan saw when he arrived in Newport and Marissa wanted him to be the last person she saw as she was leaving Newport....make sennse? probably not. anyways.

so they are headed for the airport driving along when Volcheck (marissa's ex) rams them from behind in a van (he had been drinking and wen't all pyscho after he lost marissa) and is trying to run them off the road for them to pull over, eventually they come apon this construction site and end up being "rammed" off the road over an embankment going end over end (my mouth at this point is hanging wide open) and then land upside down on a road below where they were a second ago. Ryan wakes up bout a minute after and breaks the window to get out, goes around the car and tries to wake Marissa up which doesn't happen, he then notices that the fuel line is leaking and sparking flames so he pulls her out (right before it explodes of course) and is carrying here away from the car (which i forgot to mention was a gift from his "real" mom), and if your a true O.C. fan you knew that they were mirrioring the eposode where Marissa OD'd in Mexico and Ryan had to carry here back to the hotel.....anyways i'm so sidetracked right now...

back to the current show and he's carrying her and stops ~ i should note that the makeup crew did one hell of a job as she truly looked like she had been in a car crash, she was bleeding from the head, pasty white complexion and she was just so limp and she kinda comes too and sees Ryan and he's like "i gotta get help" and she's like "no, stay.....stay" and she's coming in and out of conceiousness and she's actually gurgling, you know how people just sound when they die and i'm like NO! omg no! and then they get playing that stuipid halleluja (which always makes me cry) and flash back to when Ryan first arrived in Newport and see's marissa standing at the curb as him & sandy drive by then they flash back (still playing that damn song, the tears are rolling now....) and she comes to one last time and then that's it she's gone and then they flash back one more time and show her standing on the curb with the sun setting behind her and ryan is looking back at her and SHE'S SO DEAD! like omg i can't belive they just did THAT and it ended just. like. that. like wtf!?

HOLY OLE MUFF!!!

and i was so upset by all of this last night (and obiviousily today) and it's just a stupid show but it really bothered me. mabye it was the whole car accident thing and i think it just reminded me of Lisa (who died in a car crash) or something but i was really, really and still am upset.

or mabye it's just cause it's that time of the month

my husband refuses to believe that she is dead, he thinks it's all a plot to snag people in to watch next season but from what i've read online today it sounds legit

so what are they going to do next season? follow Catlin around? whom i do not like at all. all the other people in the show are going off to college.......

i just don't know what else to say i guess and i'll leave it at that. i just needed to rant someplace as i'm so shocked

anyways, peace out :)

go OILERS GO!

way to go guys! Congrats on making the Stanley Cup finals this year let's hope you keep the momentum up and take down your competitors the "mighty ducks", what a wimpy crappy name, sadly there team isn't wimpy though and i'm sure they will be a challenge but i know you can do it! your the underdog, the upset team of the season and you haven't won the cup in 14 years ~so your due fer sure

so bring out those gloves baby and come out swiginging it's The Stanley Cup for godsakes!

omg i'm so excited i could pee my pants right now

oh and did i mention hockey players are hot?? yeah even though most of them have no teeth and are beat all to shit they are HOTT with two t's! tee hee. if you don't watch girls you have to check it out ~ seriousily

i probably shouldn't put this out into the universe as i'm sure to jynx the team as any time i support something to this extent they always lose.......but i'm just so darn excited that they won the western division, it's been forever and ever since they last won anything and they soooo deserve to win it's not even funny

anyways i'll stop now

a little too much drinky poo

i had to share this and add my two cents to it

happy friday ~ enjoy ~

Titled : When girls drink to much

1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. how does this always, always seem to happen?? i've resorted to not even taking my purse with me

2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING
OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE
MOVE AROUND. or dancing like a stripper (or thinking that you are a stripper....)and being unable to move or walk the next day....

3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS
AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. hell yeah bring it on baby i could take anyone on i feel like superman.....are u looking at me? didn't think so biatch!

4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE
LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR
HOURS AGO can't say that this happens to me at least not til the next day as i always pass out before taking my makeup off i always think i'm the hottest thing on the planet until i wake up in the morning and it all comes crashing back

5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE
THEM SOOOOO MUCH. oh my god this is so true.....and oh yeah i sooooo luv you!

6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A
NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!"you cannot prye me off of the dance floor after having a few and every song is my favorite

7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. sadly this is true too

8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. dammit, true again (although i haven't touched one in forever but you always just want to)

9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. yup, true again

10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY
LIKE THE KITCHEN FLOOR can't say i've ever done this personally i usually make it to the bed but i can so see me doing this

11. WE FAIL TO NOTICE THAT THE TOILET LID'S DOWN WHEN WE SIT ON IT. yup done this one before

12. WE TAKE OUR SHOES OFF BECAUSE WE BELIEVE IT'S THEIR FAULT THAT WE'RE HAVING PROBLEMS WALKING STRAIGHT. the shoes almost always come off if not for walking because they hurt, or i trip or i just feel like running around barefoot channeling my inner britney spears it doesn't matter cause i'm loaded baby and i feel sexy and fine!

man i feel like going and tying one on now fer sure!

do you smell curry???

here's my afternoon chuckle to myself

so i'm sitting here at my desk after just consuming my lunch and i just so happen to just let a 'lil fart sneak through which is very hard to do here considering that i'm out in the open and right in the area that the "main" traffic flow passes through. so i let it out hoping that nobody wanders through in the next few minutes or so. and usually they don't or at least my farts don't smell but it just so happens that it did today and what do you think happens next?

well

it just so happens that one of the "hotties" (not the hottest but still attractive) wanders our from no where and immedietly starts smelling......

omg ~ omg ~ omg

so i quickly shoot up outta my chair (before he gets super close trying to dissapate the smell) and get up and pretend to be doing something and he's like

~ "sniff"~

~"sniff" ~

do you smell curry? and i'm like ummmm what?! still trying to be busy and he's like did someone have curry for lunch? i nervously giggled (always play dumb when put on the spot in a situation like this.....) and manage to stammer out that another girl had something with cheese on it for lunch. geesh i didn't think it smelled that bad. but curry!? C'mon!!

oi

what a day

busy 'lil flea flea

so i had a super busy weekend i just blinked and poof it was gone (don't they all though) although usually i spend most of my weekends curled up in bed (i could sleep and sleep and still be tired) this past weekend i was actually busy, running around doing house work, going to McAdam for a ATV poker ralley and pulling my shift at a local annual Trade show (which by the way was so very painful) and still trying to get caught up on the housework. geesh. livin life in the fast lane sure takes a lot out of you. but i must say this was the first time in a long time that i've felt good and like my old self, hubby and i had a super time together with a group of friends at the atv ralley and just being outside in the fresh air did me a world of good. we've hit a rough patch again lately and saturday we just relaxed and enjoyed each other which was nice from our normal bickering and bantering. why do relationships have to be so hard?

ah well

in other news

most of my famdam are talking about packing up and moving out west which quite frankly left me speechless at first and i thought oh they'll never go........well it turns out that my aunt and uncle (my aunt that is like my 2nd mom) have found jobs out there and are flying out to meet with the said companies in a week! ya imagine! and my gut feeling says that they are going to go and now of course my mom (this is her sister that is going) is working on my dad to go! ya! so this all hits me like a ton of bricks last night and i just wanted to puke, i mean my mom and my aunt are my life support and then to take my dad too!? i can't imagine not having them here which is just so weird and wrong as i should support them no matter what as they do for me but it just feels wrong. and of course i always see both sides to things and i can see why they want to go what with the stupid mill being so messed up and with an uncertain future and to try and regain what they lost and blah blah blah mabye i'm just being selfish but i don't want them to go!! and then they tell me that we should u and move and i'm like hello we just built our "dream" home and have a mortgage up the ying yang and will never get what we have into it due to our location and quite frankly i don't want to move to alberta. so it looks like it will probably just be hubby and i and my grandmother (whom is also not taking this news so well). so yeah this whole thing is messed right up.

can u say Drama people?? with a capitol "D"

i couldn't resist

here is my rundown of idol last night

were really gettnig down to the nitty gritty now aren't we? gosh where has the time gone, seems like just yesterday that lil ole kevin corvis was still on this show. remember that? no, i take that back let's not refresh those tramatic times.

oh where to begin with last nights show. you know i am so bored with this year's show i have no highlights from last night, mind you chis's first performance was really good but it just didn't blow me away. oh and katherine was good on her second song but i thought she looked like a stripper wanna-be or something with her jerking gi-rating moves on the floor. i really like her but sometimes i really wonder what was she thinking? whatever.

onto my bottom 3 (which is so obivious this show has become so predictable we all know it's Chris and someone preferably Katherine in the bottom 2)



oh Taylor, Taylor, Taylor i'm so sick and tired of you seizure like spasms on this show. at first i thought it was kinda different and unique but as the weeks progressed it really started to annoy me that and the fact that you haven't improved on yourself at all and i didn't really like your singing to begin with either. i'm sure you'll be around awhile yet but in my eyes you need to go and soon that or do something to really impress me


onto the youngest competitor left. now again paris can sing i'll give her that but it's her talking voice and her annoying bubbly personality that i think is kickin her in the butt that and all the older competitors are just blowing her right out of the water. i'm sure she'll get some sort of record deal after idol but in my opinion she is just not ready yet. give her 2-4 years and she'll really be something. she's in serious, serious danger of going home tonight as she's been in the bottom three way more than kellie pickler can count


and lastly goat boy as sadie lou likes to call him (and it's just stuck with me) everytime i see him i picture a goat, mind you his looks have improved somewhat since this fugly picture to the left he looks much better with longer hair but still this guy is sooooo BORING and to pick two songs with the words "go home" or "they said i wouldn't last on broadway" & he was also the first to go in the dreaded first spot. he should be sweating bullets tonight with good reason.

so my pic to go home tonight is......

Taylor

yup you read it right i think it will be the surprize vote of the season you know how they always have those? a heavy favorite (i.e. Tamyra Grey, LaToya London, etc, etc)

anyways that's my two cents worth

happy hump day bitches!

something interesting...

well not really but i snagged ya in didn't i??

probably not but that's ok

so i must honestly admit i haven't really had the blogger bug lately. have no interest to write or i should say i have "nothing" witty or funny to write about. i usually like to bitch here or whine but frankly that gets a little old rather quickly and usually just depresses me. my whole reasoning for blogging in the first place was to keep in contact with my cousins or relatives that live far away from me. at first it was great they all stopped by said "hi" left an update on their lives and what nots. bout a month or two later they were gone off into there own worlds again but i kept blogging as it was theraputic to me and i enjoyed it and gradually i made new friends and more of my "old" blogger friends quit blogging entirely (ahem jilly and andy) then i stumbled across some positively delicious gossip sites and that brings me to today. some days i just can't wait to read up on everyones lives and goings on's and other days (mostly of late) i just haven't had the energy or time. i don't think i will ever give up on my blog entirely i just may not post as often or at least until i snap out of whatever the heck i'm in. i think i'm suffering a dose of the "blues" or something i just haven't felt like myself lately. which could possibly be due to all the severe headaches i've had lately or just plain old depression which i hate to admit to myself but i just may have to go down that road again.

anyways nough of that depressing shit my main reason for coming here today (although i'm glad i got that off my back) was to post about something rather amuzing that i witnessed this morning.

where to begin this story...........

hmm well it's raining here today and on my drive to work i got to thinking that i'm not the type of girl that cares if i get my hair wet (it's just hair) so i got to thinking of all the prissy girls out there that just have the utmost kinniption if they get there hair wet so before i tell the story i should mention that yesterday the girl from downstairs (who work for a different company than i do but are in the same building) whom i sort of despise anyways as she flirts with an office hottie (one of many i might add) and it's sooooo obivious, anyways that's a whole other story for another day, so this chick comes upstairs and introduces this new "student" that will be working with them for a bit and i just knew that they would work there way down to flirt with office hottie and sure enough they did. what ensued was pretty much a continuous string of annoying giggles and every time this new girl would laugh i wanted to scream or poke my eyes out. such an air head and no she's not blonde she has this long dark curly (pretty sure it's a perm) hair. so anyways back to this morning and me silently making fun of chicks that put up there hoods or make a mad dash from the car to the office (shopping mall whatever) when all of a sudden in she comes on the run with her hood up! now isn't that just too weird? i think i'm psychic or something but i couldn't help chuckling to myself.

just had to share

at a loss of words

so i have nothing new to report

nothing new to gossip about, talk about, joke about, bitch about

just

nothing

how lame and boring am I?

just thought i would share that with yall

quickie

have been sort of busy/hectic at work lately or just at a lack of words to do up a post

things have just been sort of ~humph~ lately, not really happy, sad, glad, mad whatever just meh

the weather has been really shitty here all week but on the positive side i think we are in for a nice warm weekend ~bring on the sun baby!

i'm hoping that we can a) get our grass planted b) get the yard cleaned up and c) start preparing to make flower beds ~i'm so exited just thinking of it!!! cannot wait

ever since this past weekends dance~ca~pade i've been sort of lame (mostly my bum knee) and not quite the same since, of course this could be due to all this rain too as i'm sure i now have arthritus in this said knee.....at least this is what i prefer to tell myself instead of re-injuring myself dancing like a stripper........

sadly my sissy is heading back to the glory land of Ontario tomorrow morning :( i can't believe how quickly the time has gone since she has been home

belly dancing class was a riot last night we had to bring our "veils" and learn to dance with them, mine is a pretty turquoise blue/green. could. not. stop. laughing. and i cannot do the turns due to said poor sad patheic knee & i'm just not coodinated enough. will be very sad when our six weeks is up.

there are major things happening at work "behind" closed doors and i always hate how this happens and you know the shit is going to fly but you have no clue as to what or whom they are discussing. this drives me crazy!

been having a lot, LOT of bad headaches lately. i know a lot of it is pertaining to my allergies and sinuses but last nights was getting to be pretty bad like almost borderline migraine bad and it's still sort of there today. do not know the reason as to why i'm having a lot of headaches but i know i need to de-stress and push out the bad vibes but that's easier said than done

can you frickin believe american idol? i'm so disgusted that i've decided to dis-continue writing up my 3 bottom pics to go home. kellie pickler does not, NOT belong in this stage of the competition. the girl cannot sing at all and she's purely there because of her sad (sob) story, her quirky/ditzy personality and becuase she's cute as a button. it makes me sick. she should have at least been in the bottom 3 last night for sure for totally, totally butchering her song and she knew it! but she's all like "i'm sorry" in that twangy twan voice of hers ~shudders~ i cannot stand this girl!

anyways moving on i'm feeling quite flushed with the anger over kellie stupid pickler

totally just lost my train of thought as i keep getting interupted by co-workers who just want to chit chat before 5! like go away i'm trying to type here people.......

sigh

well tomorrow is another day

dreary, weary easter monday

so. not. fair.

having to work on easter monday :(

damn all of you gov't employees all to hell!!!!!

DAMN YOU

i'm kidding (not really) but still it's so not fair!

anyways 'nough bout that depressing shit

onto other fab things happening



so my cutie pie Sean didn't win the Much VJ search :(

he lost out to Tim, whom i really feel did not, NOT deserve to win but whatever

cause the really, really GREAT news is that Sean has recently been signed onto STAR! which is a sister station to CHUM who in turn owns Much Music! He will be a fashion corespondant! WAY TO GO SEAN!! you so deserve it and you just go on with your fabulous self!

can't think of anything else up lifting or positive today. v. dark dreay day here in the maritimes and i so just want to curl up under the warm cozy covers of my bed. but no. i have to hall my still sorry hung over ass (partied it up at the B&G with the girls Sat nite) here to work and sit here and try to be perky and all that jazz and it's just not happening today my friends. oh well only 1 hr to go.

man did we ever, EVER have a rockin time on saturday nite! was feelin no pain and i don't think i have ever dance so much or so hard in my life. my ass and sides still hurt so i must've been bustin a move out fer sure. was so much fun. definetely need to do shit like that more often.

anyways that the latest and greatest

holy MOSES!

now if your like me and read everything under the sun on the internet (msn, yahoo, Perz Hilton, etc, etc) than you may already know that miss paltrow to the left has recently given birth to a healthy baby boy.

or if you haven't and live under a rock here's the latest BIG news in tinseltown

now after there first child (Apple) you would think that gwen & chris (chris martin lead singer of coldplay) would decide to give their new bundle of joy a good ole plain jane name.

sadly, they have failed again in the name department.

yes my friends they named their baby boy Moses. MOSES. can you imagine what this poor child is going to indure growing up!!!!???? i just can't picture going around my house saying MOSES don't do that or don't touch that MOSES!!! and bad MOSES bad!! like i know easter is coming and ABC has a whole new mini series coming out of the 10 commandments and all but comon! MOSES!?

uck!

what is it with celebs naming there children this way? are they trying to make a statement of some sort or trying to pass off Apple and MOSES as appropriate names for small children? i have no clue any more. totally confused.

what's you thoughts??

name game

ok i'm obiviousily totally bored today......

i snagged this from Pink Kitty's blog (her link is in my favorites on the side...check her out sometime she just got a fab new layout!)

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and current street name)- Sassy Mill

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your mother's side, your favorite candy)- Allison Skittle

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your last name)- h-fos

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal, favorite color)- Lion Blue

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)- Yvonne Woodstock (this is so not cool)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)- fos mac mim

7. PORN STAR NAME: (middle name, street you grew up on)- Yvonne High (oohhh so sexy!)

8. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile you drive)- The Blue Grand damn!

brain fried

i dunno if it's due to when i used to smoke quite a bit of weed or being overtired but lately i've been coming out with some really dumb jessica simpson like remarks or just doing totally off the wall things.

some examples

i got groceries like any other time and my husband had put in a special request for me to pick up hamburger buns and tuna fish (which is so grose but anyways). so i did, i picked up a 12 pack of buns and a shit load of tuna as it was on sale (i think 12 for something or other so i got 12 cans) anyways making a long story short i get home and i'm unloading the groceries (with his help of course) and he's like "why did you only get 12 buns" and i respond god this is horrible "well there's 12 cans of tuna!" and he just looks at me and i just stare at him blankly and he's like you think 1 can goes into 1 bun, that would be one hell of a sandwhich and sadly i'm still not really cluing in and then it hits me and i'm all mad and now he WILL not let me live this one down. 12 buns and 12 cans!!! ha ha ha

the next instance was at work

we had a big company meeting today and ordered in pizza for everyone, plates were set out and we all get our food go eat and like a "good" employee i was going to load up my dishes into the dishwasher. meanwhile everyone is standing around the kitchen and the counters are all full so i open the dishwasher peek in and see a shit load of dishes not really looking at them so i load in my plate and close it up when one of the guys there is like you know those are clean dishes in there don't you?? umm no, so then i get totally red and take out my plate and i try to brush it off by blaming it on being blonde

another instance at work

everyone was ordering food from murray's esso which is just down the road from us and i didn't want to get fries and everyone else is getting clubs and BLT's. well i don't eat that stuff and i had no clue as to what is in a BLT so i just so happen to blurb that out and everyone looks at me like huh? how could you not know that it's bacon, lettuce and tomato! well like i said i've never eaten one! omg how could i not know that??? did i just blank that out in my 25 years on this earth.......

i also get halfway thru something and then all of a sudden i'm like "what??"

i also will sometimes just sit and totally drift away and stare into space for various minutes at a time, like totally out there, i go numb and everything and i come to and i'm again like "what"

sadly i just totally lost my train of thought guess that's a wrap today ~ happy friday

reality t.v. fix for the week

so last night was country night on American Idol. god how i dislike country music and why do they have to torture us all with these stupid music nights? it's plainly obivious that Simon hates these song nights as well, so why do them?

~sigh~

needless to say the show was very boring and such a snooze fest. nobody stood out for me (well mabye Catherine) but i'm biased as she is my fav if i had to pick someone. i wasn't impressed with Taylor's performance at all, seemed to me that he just didn't care or mabye it's that this show has sucked the life right out of him....who knows? anyways, here are my bottom three pics from last nights show:


miss Mandisa, we all know this girl can sing there's now doubt about that but her rendition of a Shania Twain song was just hard on the ears, way to much over singing and what the heck was up with her outfit. ~shudders~ one word here nasty. i'm going to be very mean here but big people should never, ever wear horizantal stripes and was that made out of crochet? god it was just ugly and man are her legs ever huge! still though she'll be around awhile yet, i just didn't dig her performance at all.


next up is hottie mcnaughty, god he's so drool worthy but he ruins everything as soon as he starts singing and god eww touching himself in very provacative manners. and what's up with that stare into the camera. tres creepy. his song choice last night was a major snooze fest and again he probably has a fan base but he has been in the bottom three once or twice before so you never know


and lastly the buckster my hubby luv's this guy for some reason but in my opinion he's like a C- performer. you can hardly make out a word he says half the time as he mumbles so badly, but you know when he goes kinda raspy (like at the end of the song) he doesn't sound that bad. still though his creepy looks and stringy hair need to go, he's so not good enough to be at this stage of the competition

so there you have it as to who goes home.......hard to say and very un-predictable as there are a few people (Elliott) being one of them that just doesn't have a fan base but in my eyes i feel that Bucky deserves to be booted off.

should be interesting tonight fer sure

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now onto one of my other fav new shows on Canada's Music Station ~ Much Music.

the VJ search! were down to the final four contestants and it's up to us the loyal viewer to chose the next much music vj. my pick for the win should be Sean. i love his energy and his personality. when the show first began i almost couldn't stand him (he is gay and proud of it) but as the show progressed he toned it down at appropriate times and he's just such a riot to watch and he toally makes this show. for anyone that hasn't watched this show the finale is on next monday (April 10th), i think it's on at 8:00 PM eastern time, but not 100% sure.

here's some info on my pick to win!

Sean thinks MuchMusic needs more sass and attitude and he plans to be the one to provide it. The Regina native has tons of pop culture knowledge, is a diehard Cher fan, and has a style that is constantly evolving. One of his goals is to be fabulously wealthy, at almost any cost.

go here now to vote for Sean to be the next Much Music VJ!
http://www.muchmusic.com/events/vjsearch06/
select the vote now button and then click on Seans's pic
(like the one here to the left) and that's that!!!


so please take a second and throw a vote his way he deserves to win this thing ~ seriousily

that's all she wrote for today folks ~ i'm outta here

muslings

so you know how i've been away (due to tech issues which so were not my fault) and out of the loop on everything that i would have tons, tons of stuff to write about...........well not so much~ i'm drawing a blank in that section of my brain department

did i also mention that my sister is home?? like hello! that's huge frickin news! sadly though i think she's leaving this weekend and i don't know where the time has gone but i'm not going to think about that right now as it depresses me

happy happy people!

i'm also taking a belly dancing class ~ yeah like how awsome! i'm super stoked about this, we even have to buy a veil and everything by the 4th class and my mom, aunt and sister all went last week and it was just so funny, we could not stop laughing. i highly recommend it to anyone and can't wait for the next class (which isn't until tomorrow nite)

which also ties into my new god i hate to say it diet

yeah i'm on that wagon again too

time to start walking (again), eating right and all that jazz. i really feel like the dancing is kicking things into motion though along with our planned trip to Dominican next January for jilly's wedding. so these are BIG factors to take into consideration and not only that but i'm just so tired of feeling frumpy and flabby so it's time to crack that whip baby!

hmmm what else is new/going on in my world right now?

work is getting a little better i'm gradually getting more to do and there's a big meeting planned for this Friday ~ not sure what to make of this but hopefully all will go well. the last few weeks have been terribly quiet arond here and it makes for a very long day when you have nothing to do besides surf the net.

the weather has been (up until today) very warm and spring like can't wait to do landscaping to our yard. i just hope it holds out they are acutally calling for some possible flurries tonight! yuck! i know it won't last but still ~ no more snow please for the love of baby jesus

is it just me or are a lot of the shows on hiatus or something? all i keep seeing is repeat after repeat

what does everyone think of idol lately? don't know about you but i'm thinking that this year really, really BLOWS major goats. for example, last weeks show in my opinion was the worst idol show EVER. everyone did really badly and i felt like anyone of them could have been in the bottom three, and i hate how this year they seem to be basing votes on peoples personalities and not their vocal performances (i.e. kellie pickler) and i just don't really have a favorite this year. i really like Catherine McPhee so i guess she'd be my top pick overall. i did like chris daughtery but like simon said he needs to broden his horizion's a little as the whole "rock" is just getting old, yeah we know he can sing and rock it out but to see it week after week it just gets tiresome. really my overall reason for watching is just to laugh and make fun of paula and the contestants.

can't seem to think of anything else at the moment the phone keeps ringing here at work and its hard to stay focused on one thing so i guess that's a wrap for today :)

i'm outta here