Friday, January 21, 2005

just some random thoughts of mine

these are some things that have been running through my mind lately.....

about my whole missing pill thing....i still don't know where the fuck it went too but now i'm feeling really bad about accusing my hubby about taking it. You see I tend to have an over reactive imgination (as I watch waaayyyy to much t.v) and now i'm getting slack from my fam dam (family) and i just feel bad. So I apologize, and he's not really that big of an ass i've just gone off my rocker that's all.......

I have Lindsay Lohan's new song "Over" stuck in my head. Only to make matters worse I recently purchase her CD (not that great, but not all that bad either...) so i've been hitting repeat over, and over and over.......

I just picked a hang nail and now i'm bleeding all over my keyboard....lovely

In case you haven't already noticed i have a messed up/fucked up sense of humour

I often will talk out loud to myself and i think I am starting to scare my co-workers

My family is a lot like the "Griswald's", you know like the movie from back in the 80's ~ Chevy Chase, the weird cousin.....anyways, we recently all got together for my aunt's b-day and we were all piled in the van (7 of us) only to meet up with another 2 family members. The poor guy at the restaurant didn't know what the hell to make of all of us.

I so need to get my eyebrows waxed or plucked as they are super bushey and they are really starting to gross me out, I just can never get the patience or neve up to do them myself

WTF is up with American Idol this year they are just showing all the bad people who can't sing, and it's just embarssing. As soon as they hear that the person cannot sing they should just speak up and say "ok that's enough" and no you don't get a ticket. Instead they are dragging this out and showing mabye 1 or 2 good people. This is irritating the shit out of me and i'm refusing to watch it until they get to the next stage.

I'm pissed off at work today, i'm left out again today as all the "ADMIN" staff are in a metting to discuss issues etc. concering our merger of 2 departments. So I get left out & left behind to deal with clients from both departments who walk in or call in and the phone has been none stop, needless to say i'm NOT happy and i'm not impressed. I'm getting sick of being used as I am trained for both dept's where i'm "casual" and if debbie was left behind with all this shit it just WOULDN'T happen. I need to start sticking up for myself.....starting now!

I seem to be in my own little world lately, not sure what's going on mabye I need to go back on my medication for my anxiety. This could be why i forgot my pill.... as I seam to be forgetting a lot of things lately and people will tell me something and I will totally not be listening. Mabye I have ADD

I am Frickin FROZEN today it's like minus 35 below with the wind chill and i'm not looking forward to getting groceries and loading up the car.

This post has taken me almost an hour to type as I am constantly being interupted by the phone or by client's, mabye that's a sign that i've typed enough for today.....

Anyways, take care all have a GREAT weekend, and thank god, Thank GOD it's Friday as I don't think I can possibly take any more. Only half a day to go ~ WHOOOO HOOOOOO



7 comments:

Jodi said...

Hi everyone. I've been super busy at work and started another university class. We've had two snowstorms this week that shut down the city. Of course, I live downtown where we never lose power, we are plowed first, and I'm a five minute, almost completely indoor walk to my office :) So weather doesn't have as much an impact on me - whereas Pete is learning the joys of owning a house and becoming well acquainted with his shovel, hehehehe :)

flea said...

Hi, Jodi I was wondering what you have been up to, I have missed your posts here and it's good to here from you :0). The first storm earlier in the week wasn't too bad here in our neck of the woods, but the one yesterday....holy mackearl we got a shit load of snow, well over a foot i'm sure and our office shut down at 1:30 so I got to be home early but it was awful driving. That's the worst that I have ever driven in and poor "hubby" was plowing all day yesterday, definetely not a fun day and now it's FREEZING so you just can't win......oh well. Take care & post often!

Kleokatra said...

I havn't really liked American Idol since after the first season. I think the reality shows kinda go to crap after the first introduction to them. Take Fear Factor for example, how many different types of gross things can you make people eat until you run out of ideas? How can that be entertaining, ohhh- lets watch people eat raw regurgitated pig intestines an hour after we eat. yah, sounds great.
My husband has just started having the brilliant idea to get a house. we have nothing in our savings, nothing prepared, and he also wants to have a baby. let me tell you that our intimate life has went from party central to seperate bedrooms. I have been so super stressed with his newfound fatherly attitude that I refuse to let him near me.
We have gotten the first fog that Nevada has experienced in about 15 years. It has been horrible. The driving has been awful. You literally cannot see like 100 feet in front of you. I have almost missed my exit every night for the past week because I cannot see it. I cannot wait for summer.
I enjoy reading your posts, thanks! I hope that things start to look up for you!

Scarlett said...

I work at a call center, I have to bite my tounge not to tell every caller, Fuck you. But then, I have an anti-social personality, and I work with the public, go figure.

BTW, I love your writing, read several old entries. You are my new fav.

TSC Andrew said...

Wow you are getting to be popular "H"!!! Enjoy the cold, it don't last long. And start kissing ass at work, you will be surprised on what it can do!!

flea said...

wow, I know I am feeling the love! Thanks for all the comments, I appreciate it and I'll try my best to get over to your site's as well.

Kleo, I know exactly where you are coming from my hubby and I are new homeowners and he's so on the baby wagon right now and I like you don't want the financial woes of parent hood, not to mention that the whole labour, pushing, pain thing terrifies me.....stick to your guns though and do what you WANT to do.

Kleokatra said...

God, I forgot about the pain factor!!! Eak! j/k I told him that if he really wants to get a house that he gets to do all the footwork for it, make all the apointments, and figure out what to do for everything. This way, I now know that we will not be moving until I am good and ready for it, and we are financially able to do it the way that I want to (he is a HUGE Procrastinater) :)